Love Rebound (Shivika)√√

Past Haunts.

"I wanted to tell you something..."

"Tell me Na. We are already engaged, I love to hear from you? What do you feel about being married? I have heard that you love to play, I can't promise you anything but I will try to make your dream come true." He said with utter determination. He was no such person who would go beyond the limit to make my wishes complete but he said he will try. It's enough for me. I thought I could trust him.

"Actually, it's not something which a girl would want to say, to her would be husband but I know a relationship require utter transparency. I don't want to hide anything. I am also sure, you would be angry.I also know you don't want to marry me after this."

I was gathering all courage that I had at that moment.

He looked more confused, he never expected this kind of conversation, he expected that I would confess love for him. I looked into his eyes. They were not deceptive I can trust them. So ,I finally took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

"I have been molested..... By...my..."

"What? And you are stating this to your would be husband so shamelessly?"

I was shocked, I was shattered to be precise, I hoped, all my hopes scattered into small pieces. I was crying by now. I knew he would cancel this alliance and everybody will know about my impurity.

"How can you even stand in front of me? Shamelessly. With whom you slept haan.? I did not know your family is trying to dispose you with me?"

I stood there staring at him. I knew people are cheap but I have never guessed they are stoop down to this level. He is an educated man how can he utter these words. Dispose? Am I a garbage that has to be dispose just because somebody wanted to fulfill his sex desire?

I wanted to slap him. I would have done that but he did not even deserve to be explained. And I was stupid to think he is sensible.

It didn't mattered to me what kind of person he is. I regretted telling him. Now he will announce it to everyone. And me and my family has to face all the humiliation. I stood there crying.

"What kind of behavior was that? Why did you lied to them? Such a nice match you have got. Who will marry you now?" Ma was shouting at me,neglecting what I told about me.

I have been molested and they care about my prospective groom ? Isn't it has to be other way around. I was very naive at that time. I was scared, I call myself coward too. I should have raised my voice against it but I could not. May be that was the worst decision I made that day. I was silent and heard everything.

I saw how my father was silent, not a single word against my decision. He did not evem looked guilty towards what he did. My mother was the one who was shouting and scolding me.

Sahil was crying he was scared at the present situation.

The environment got heated up, they blamed me for the things I did not do. My brother blame me that I had many flings at my school, he told he saw me with few boys. I was broken, to prove my action wrong they blamed me instead. I never expected him to do that. That day I died and I made them dead for me. The Trivedi's are dead for me. I listen to everything. silently in belief that no matter what my mother will listen to me .

I could not control my emotions when my mom questioned my character. She said she even doubt that I have been molested? She thinks that I spend night with some boy and blaming him just to safeguard my image.

I decided this was it!... Yes she is my mother , I loved her, I know she, she biased towards her family. I can't just keep all the blames on me when I was not wrong. It is my father who has to face all this quotation instead of me. I finally decided to break the silence.