A Nightmare While Awake

All become Some

Some days are so hard; how do I smile when I doubt

Air gets caught in my lungs and sometimes it does not leave

Some nights are like drowning where the hurt wrenches around me and I cry myself to sleep

The truth is still hard to swallow

I'm happy, I'm hoping, I'm hungry for a better day

Some moments last too long

Don't taunt me

Some words hate me

They just repeat ......and repeat..........and repeat

I wan't them to die in the recess' of my brain

Some Some Some. What a strange word, right? 

I think if I tell myself some it will come true

True, huh, Let me fix my statements to be true

All days are to smile, I always doubt

Air gets caught in my lung, and I hold it so it won't leave

All nights my lungs fill with my tears

I'm Haunted, I'm hating, I'm hurting myself. How can I make it through Today

All moments are too long.

STOP TAUNTING ME, please.

I hate words, they go effortlessly

All, some, none

Why bother, I'm done.