Paradise *a Jack Gilinsky fanfic*

Chapter 1

(Flashback) "Andrew. I thought you loved me." I say, tears pricking my eyes.
"Nope babe. That was all an act to get in your pants." He says, acid in his voice.
He. He. Used me.
"Love hurts Bree." He laughs and then leaves me there broken and unrepairable.

I wake up, shaking. Phew it was just a dream. A dream based on a sad, sad reality of a scary, horrible thing that's happened to me before.

Ever since that day three and a half months ago, I've been a broken mess. Unrepairable because he took something from me that I will never be able to get back.
My mom hasn't even noticed that anything is wrong. She's too caught up in "the love of her life." Bitch what was dad then, chopped liver? She's too in love to notice that her daughter is dealing with demons in her head. Demons that are shouting louder than ever before in my head trying to get me to cross over to the dark side.
"Do it. Kill yourself you little b!tch no one will notice that you're gone. No one will care. No oneeeeeeeee." I hear the voices in my head tell me.
Mom comes upstairs to my room and enters without knocking. "Your father would like me to tell you that you are an unworthy, little b!tch who doesn't deserve anything that she gets."
My stepdad has changed my mom from the sweet woman she was before the death of my father into a woman who constantly puts me down. Her and my stepdad both. They both treat me like sh!t and I'm seriously tired of it. I'm tired of the BS and all the hurt that I call my life.
That's when I decide it. I'm done. I'm so beyond done. I'm so beyond done with being put down because my mom is too much of a b!tch to understand and yeah.
I go onto twitter where I've been getting a lot of hate filled messages and scroll past all of them. I click the button to compose a new tweet.

AubreyBre😬👑 @AubreyRT1996
Well you've all got what you wanted. Goodbye cruel world.

And then I click post and get out of the Twitter app. Now off to text my one true friend, Vern.
TO: Vernnnnie
I love you and I'm sorry.

FROM: Vernnnnie
For what babes?

I don't reply back.
FROM: Vernnnnie
Babes? What's wrong? What are you sorry for?

I go into the bathroom and search for some pills to swallow. None. Hmmmmmm how should I do this? Cut my skin too deep with a razor and bleed to death?
Then I get an amazing idea and I'm off running out the door to the place where I'm going to go die.
When I get there, I look around. There's cars casually driving by but other than that I'm alone. All alone to kill myself. I smile because this means I can finally be happy and be somewhere where I won't hurt.
I look down at the sight below me, the river, and realize how far down it is. Holy crap. It's really far down there, maybe like 20-30 feet (idk I'm horrible with length).
I step up onto the support and climb up onto the railing and swing my leg over. I take a deep breath. I'm really about to do this, nothing's stopping me.
But right as I'm about to step over the edge, a voice behind me says pleadingly, "Please don't do this."
The voice sounds unfamiliar and when I turn around, I see a teenaged boy who looks like he's around my age with warm brown eyes, tan skin and is hella tall. I'd be lying if I said he wasn't hot.
He looks at me pleadingly. "Please don't do it. You don't want to do this. Please."
"Why? Tell me one good reason why I shouldn't jump." I say quietly.
"Because. You are someone. If things are horrible right now, they could get better."
"It's not like anyone would care if I died anyway." I reply.
"I care." He replies, pain and pleading in his eyes.
"You don't even know me." I reply and then I jump.
"No!!!!" He yells after me.
The next thing I know, I'm hitting the water and then everything goes black.
So this is death. This is amazing. It's so calm, so comforting. So amazing. :) Finally. Happiness at last.

A/N who do you Think the guy is? Lmfao.

-Shelby ❤️