Miscarriage

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June 16th
8pm
Shannons POV

You know what's amazing? Dates! I just got back from this amazing date I brought Cari to. We first went to a fancy restaurant that Ally had recommended to me, it was quit fancy, fancy plates and the waitress was really nice. When we sat down I could see the huge smile that was formed on my beautiful fiance's face. She looked at me in a surprised look that she felt that i couldn't afford such a place.
"I've been saving my money from youtube, after making that video that helped alt of people come out and deal with being in the closet, it got very noticable and stacked up the likes and even boosted the subscribers".
"But babe, this place is just like, to notch I bet even famous people come here like seriously how did you even book a seat!!??"
"Babe don't worry about it, lets just say i know some people okay. So let's have a great night and just uh.... Don't order the world because i am not rich as most people here are." I chuckle to myself.
"There we go, I knew you were gonna say something like that, haha". Cari said.
So I ordered a chicken salad with a beer of course, and cari also ordered a salad. It's been a while since we have been out and happy and I will never forget why...

FLASHBACK

"Babe I have to tell you something and you have to not be mad at me". Cari starts sobbing.
I run over to her and wrap my arms around her, hoping she's okay. Being honest I dont know whats going on. But whatever it is, i'll be there for Cari no matter what.
"Babe whats wrong, tell me please im here for you". I comfort her and wipe away her tears receiving a warming smile from her.
"I'll tell you everything but please don't be mad, Shannon please".
"Cari why are you worrying so much, please stop being so scared, i'm here for you". Now i'm getting a little scared, not knowing what the next words are going to be that's going to come out of her mouth.
"Im pregnant".

3 months later

"Okay Ms. Beveridge and Ms. Fletcher, good morning and i see we are here to see the gender of your coming child is that right?"
"Yes doc". Cari says.
I can see the excitement in Cari's eyes, just pure joy. We are going to have a child together oh my I just can't believe it. My eyes start to water and i turn my head hoping Cari didn't see me. Thankfully she didn't but I had to step away a little, i'm just so happy.
"Baby what wrong". Cari grabs my hand and breaks me out of my moment.
"Nothing babe i'm just so happy, we are having a child together. It's going to look like us, babe just imagine a little me and you put together running around our house. That's just amazing."
"Baby i'm so happy, oh I hope it has your eyes and oh my goodness my curls-".
"Omg yes your curls baby". Now more tears are rolling down both of our faces. I dont think ive been this happy in so long and this is just a miracle. I'm so happy im having a child with the love of my life.
I look to the screen and I see the child, but-but there's something wrong...
"Um I would like to excuse myself for a minute while I talk to the other doctor here, just hang tight. Thank you".
I immediately get a bad feeling in my stomach and I step away from Cari. I start pacing back and forth and my heart is racing.
"Baby stop there's nothing wrong the baby, he's pry just checking something okay so please just calm down and come over here, i'm scared too but please just calm down".
When she's done saying that I take a deep breath and go over to the chair beside Cari. I sit down placing my hand on top of hers.
Silence overcomes and I can't think straight. But I do hear the sound of the heavy breath seeping out of Cari's body. Slowly making its way to be drifted away. Then the doctor comes in...
"Okay... so I have good news and bad news. Which would you guys like to hear first?"
He sits there and looks at us, then the floor, then us, finally the floor.
Nervous.
I start fiddling with my fingers and my harts start racing. Not again.
A minute passes and im too scared to look up. I have to stop being scared.
"We would like to hear the bad news first, then the good news will bring our moods up".
I look at Cari and I see stress all over her face.
"Well bad new is, i'm sorry to inform both of you but Cari, you had a miscarriage."
Miscarriage...
Miscarriage...
Miscarriage...

End of Flashback

And that's what brings us to today.
Miscarriage...
Miscarriage...
Miscarriage...

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Hey guys :), I'm back with another chapter. Lmk what you think are you upset?? What would have been some good names for the child??

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