I believe that when two people are in love with each other you can see it in their eyes. The way they look at each other, the way they stare at each other, it's all there. Their eyes full of admiration, of attraction of undying feelings for each oth...
I sit cross legged on the couch next to Namjoon whose on his phone. I've been secretly reading all the comments of my twitter and Instagram posts, even thought everyone's told me not to. I just want to understand why some people hate me so much.
Am I not good enough?
"Namjoon... I'm sorry." I say tearing up.
He looks at me confused. When he notices my tears he instantly pulls me into a hug.
"Y/n, you have nothing to apologize for. I should've seen this coming. It's all my fault." He says.
"No dont blame yourself." I pause. "Namjoon... I love Jungkook. I know we haven't been together for that long but... it feels like I've known him forever." I begin and finally let me tears out.
Right as Namjoon was beginning to say something there's a ring at my front door. I quickly get up and run to the door hoping it's Jungkook.
When I see him I jump into his arms and hug him tightly.
"Hi Hun." He says smiling and hugging me back. As we pull away from the hug Jungkook notices my tears.
"What's wrong?" Jungkook asks while wiping my tears away.
"N..nothing." I say and smile at him.
He comes into the apartment and greets Namjoon. They talk for a while as I stare into space and zone out. I'm quickly brought back to earth as Jungkook starts calling me.
"Y/n? Are you alright?" He asks and puts his hand on my back.
I nod and smile.
"Is it okay if I stay here a couple of nights. I don't want you to be alone." Jungkook asks as he puts a piece of hair behind my ear.
I smile at the thought of us being together away from everything. Away from people who always want to know what I'm doing, and who I'm with.
How do these boys cope with everything? I haven't even been in the public eye for a week and I'm already stressed out by all of it.
"That would be wonderful." I say and hug him.
Namjoons just sits there and smiles to himself. He scratches the top of his head and gets up.
"I guess that's my cue to leave."
I beg him to stay longer but he refuses. He says he has a lot of work to catch up on.
Before he goes out the door he turns around and asks.
"I just wanted to know... how long has this been going on?"
I look over at Jungkook how's already looking at me with a smile. He turns over to Namjoon as he takes my hand.
"From the moment I saw her I knew she'll be in my life for good."
Namjoon nods and smiles.
"Good" He says before leaving.
When Namjoon leaves I sit next to Jungkook on the couch.
"Jungkook?" I say
He turns his head and looks at me.
"Isn't it weird being in the public eye all the time? Isn't weird being admired by people?" I ask
"Of course it's weird. But it's a wonderful privilege to have. People look up to you and because of our music we help so many people. And I think that's the best thing you can do in life." He says smiling while playing with my hair.
I nod.
I guess I'm just not used to it.
"You have a concert tonight right?" I ask.
"Yeah. You better be coming. I want to hug you tightly right after I get off stage."
I giggle and he gives me a small peck on top of my head.
"We can do this right?" I ask.
"Do what?"
"Be together without letting anyone know? Only being together when cameras are not around?" I say softly
There's a long pause.
"Of course we can do it."
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