I believe that when two people are in love with each other you can see it in their eyes. The way they look at each other, the way they stare at each other, it's all there. Their eyes full of admiration, of attraction of undying feelings for each oth...
It's been a few weeks after the break up and honestly I'm still not okay. I don't know if I'll ever be.
I miss him so much. I miss his touch, his smile, his silliness. Waking up without him everyday isn't how I imagined my next few years to look like. Hell its not how I imagined my whole life to look like.
I guess I was the one who was way too in love with him. I guess I loved more than he did.
What a sick joke this all is.
The members including Meji have all tried to help me cheer up of course. But it just isn't the same anymore without him.
I've been trying to get him off my mind by dancing or playing the piano... but he takes up my thoughts. Everything that I love reminds me of him. I showed him all my favorite things because I loved... love him. I wanted to experience all those things with him.
And I still keep those memories in my head... but they seem sadder than before.
The past couple of days I've been going to bighit a lot. They're surprisingly supportive of me and my dreams and have even thought about me signing with them. But I'm not sure if that'll be possible anytime soon.
Today the guys invited themselves in my apartment. They said they had to tell me something really important. So I'll have to go home in an hour, but right now I'm catching up with Meji... who's really been here for me lately.
"Oh the date was so bad! He talked about himself the whole time!" She complained while sipping on her coffee.
"Oh I would hate that... what an arrogant ass." I say laughting.
"You know... sooner or later we'll find some nice boys who'll treat us right." She says and I immediately nod.
But Jungkook was nice. We were perfect for each-other... he was suppose to be the one.
"Hmm what happened to that guy... what was his name?" She asks looking confused.
"Chanyeol?" I ask
"Oh yeah him!" She jumps up a little in her seat. "He seemed so cute! And he was totally into you!"
She winks at me and I just laugh at her.
"He's a friend Mej, we're just working together." I say convincing her.
"Yeah sureee." She says while raising a brow.
She continues to talk about the horrible date she was on last night but I immediately zoom out when I see the news on TV.
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