Warrior | Minsung (✅)

chapter 9

His sobbing had turned into heavy crying, but there was still no response from Jisung.
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It had been three days since the fight, three days since Jisung didn't show any movement. His weak body was just laying in bed, after Minho had carried him all the way back to their home. He was filled with pain and fear, the longer Jisung was unconcious the more worried he got. He wasn't able to lose another person, not the boy he loved so much.

He had cried for hours, hoping he'd get a sign from Jisung. His breathing was steady but soft, almost as if it was all a dream. Minho felt so useless, he knew that medical help was needed, but he couldn't provide it. All near hospitals were closed down, he didn't know any doctor anymore, he didn't know how he could fix his problems.

He felt so much sorrow, it felt like his world was slowly falling apart right in front of his eyes. He knew he had no control over the situation, but he so hoped he had. He wanted to kiss Jisung awake, like in a disney movie. All the bad things would go away, if only Jisung would open his eyes.

He couldn't help but blame himself, feeling as if he caused all this upon Jisung. 'If only' was the most used beginning of his thoughts the whole time. If only it was him laying there, and not Jisung. He was immortal now, everything he ever dreamed of, yet it didn't satisfy him. He wanted to live without worries, feel content.

He was staring at Jisung, sadness overflowing him. The boy was just laying there, his soft hair slightly covering his forehead, his mouth was slightly opened, and his eyes were sadly sealed. He had no one to share his problems with, his best friend had left this world already. He wasn't going to function well if Jisung would leave, his emotions would take the better of him.

Minho's body was slowly giving up. He hadn't eaten properly, he just couldn't manage to feel an appetite. He was full with emotions, there was no space for food left. He had been drinking, but not exactly a lot either, his body was slowly giving up but he tried to stay strong for Jisung.

''Please don't leave me Ji'' Minho took a hold of Jisung's cold hand. He was fighting back his tears, thinking he looked weak if he'd show them. He always had problems on how to deal wit his emotions, he didn't know how to express them. He used to get drunk and sometimes even do drugs, just to stop feeling.

Once the virus broke out, he could actually do something bad. He had always enjoyed seeing others hurt, it made his pain feel less bad. He was now allowed to kill people, without anyone stopping him from doing so. In the first months he must've killed at least fifty people, all innocent lifes he took away.

At that time he didn't feel mercy, he only wanted to get rid of his own feelings. He was an outcast at school, nobody ever talked to him. He always sat alone during class and lunch, nobody wanted to pair up with him for projects, he was lonely. Everytime he thought he had a real friend there, it turned out they were using him. He could only trust the people he later moved in with, especially Hyunjin.

He was still drowned in his own mind when the door bell rang, he had managed to keep it working despite the problems they had with their electricity. He slowly left the room, glancing at Jisung's fragile state before he was out of sight. He didn't want to leave the boy alone, he didn't want to leave his side ever again.

He didn't trust who it might be so he got a knife, preparing to stab the person who rang his bell. He opened the door with a fast movement, making the girl standing there have a fright. She jumped up and let out a small scream. Once she regained she put her hand on her heart, obviously faking a big part of it.

''Who are you and why are you here?'' Minho said annoyed. He didn't have a lot of sleep the last couple of days, causing him to react even more annoyed. He didn't like strangers in general, but being sleep deprived didn't exactly help his mood.

''I need to tell you about Jisung, he's not who you think he is.''
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Sup
Im sorry for the long wait heh and I know this might be boring but it's a little more info about Minho's past

Untill we meet again~