Don't You Dare (An O2L Fanfiction)

Chapter 28

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|| Kian's POV ||

I can not believe that just happened. I really hope that Rylee can keep her promises like Jc said, or else I'm screwed.

"That was a very close one." Sam said

"But we don't have to worry about it and I swear that Rylee is going to keep her promise." Jc said.

"I don't know what would happen if Hunter found out, I mean, she probably already thinks I'm crazy, I can't even imagine what she would think of me if she found out I liked her. " I said shaking my head slightly.

I then heard the back door close.

What the hell.

I didn't even hear it open.

Oh shit.

This can't be good.

I look up to see Hunter walking over to where we were all sitting, with an emotionless look on her face, and stared right at me.

Yep.

This really isn't good.

"Oh hey Hunter." Ricky said, trying to make it seemed like we weren't just talking about her.

"Hey, um Kian? Can I talk to you outside real fast?" She asked, not taking her eyes off of my face.

With out saying anything else, I stood up nodding my head and followed her out the front door.

After shutting it I looked directly at her.

"Hunter, how much did you hear?" I asked her, feeling my anxiety rising up.

"Enough." She said again, simply, with no emotion.

We both stood there in silence, neither of us willing to speak.

"I'm sorry, I don't even know why I...what I...uh, I don't know." I said sitting down on the step of the front door.

||Hunter's POV||

This isn't okay.

Kian Lawley...actually, likes me?

No , this can't be right.

Come on wake up from this dream.

This stupid. Stupid. Dream.

You're only going to get hurt.

Damn it.

It's real though. It's all real.

What are you doing?! Kian Lawley is sitting here apologizing to you! Because he likes you!

I have to tell him.

I have too.

"Kian listen, I don't exactly know how to say this, and you're going to hate me for forever after I tell you this..."

"Hunter please just stop beating around the bush and just tell me. I can't take it." Kian said.

You could hear the sadness in his voice as well in his face. It was totally unbearable

"Kian, there is this kid back in Washington that honestly, I-uh-he totally ruined everything for me, no matter how hard I tried I can't feel the same. Believe me, I want to tell you that I feel the same way so badly, so, so, badly, but I just can't. I really hope you understand because I feel like I do like you Kian but just deep deep down where all of the rest of my emotions are completely numb. I can't feel anything that has to do with love. Oh my god, it hurts so bad to know that I am hurting you, but I don't know what that feeling is anymore. To be honest, I'm actually terrified to find out too. I'm so sorry." I could feel the tear streaming down my face as I lectured. I couldn't stop them, it felt like the more I talked the more the tears came.

"This is going to sound totally crazy, but you don't have to feel sorry Hunter. I actually understand. The pain I went through after Andrea was, terrifying. I even scared myself with everything that I was feeling. So you don't have to worry okay? I'm actually glad that you know now instead of me trying to hide this big secret from you. Just relax and we can stay close okay?" He said pulling me into a tight hug.

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Dang, I'll tell you, I am not proud of this chapter, nope. But I just feel like I needed to update....and I really needed too...so super sorry for me falling off the face of the earth for like 2 months but I am okay and the story will be running smoothly now :) So sorry! Love you!