DNA

15

Okay so before we start this chapter I just want to apologize for not updating this book or the rest of my books in a whole year and I also realized I left you guys at such an annoying part, and because of that i doubt people are still intrested in this book but anyways here we go kiddos, off onto chapter 15.

"Cmon Masey lets get you into bed" I say as I realized how late it is.

"Masey" I repeat as I gently shake him.

"Hmm?" he softly says after a while.

"Let's get you into bed" I say as he shortly sits up afterwards.

"Okay mhm" he says as he stands up and heads off to his room.

3 hours later - 2am

*Knock knock*

"Who is it?" I groan as I go to sit up, I sit for a minute before proceeding to stand up and opening my bedroom door to find him.

"I had a nightmare can I sleep in here?" he asks as he looks down at the ground.

"Yh come on Mase, you know you don't even need to ask" I say as I move to my right to let him in.

"I know I just had to check if it was alright" he says as he comes in and I shut the door.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I ask as we lay in bed.

"No it's alright we can just head off to sleep" he says as I nod and turn my back to him.

"Why do you still love him Ang?" I hear him ask softly, almost a whisper.

"Hm?" I ask

"After all he's done I'd expect you to kind of hate him" he then continues.

"You really wanna know?" I sigh as I lay on my back facing the ceiling.

"Yeh" he says.

"Up to this day I still can't come up with a straight answer, but I guess I fell in love with him because of his addictive scent that still can't manage to get washed off my sheets no matter how many times I clean them, or that stupid smile of his. Cliche i know right?" I scoff "well its true or maybe how his soft light blue eyes seemed to have a story of their own. But in the end i was just poison to him and he was poison to me. But now he's nothing but a bitter sweet memory of some of the best times of my life, and even though my body still aches and yearns for him and my heart still silently pleads for him to take me with him, for us to forget about the past and start a new chapter I know that that will never happen, because there are no more pages left to turn for us" I say as sweet memories filled my mind.

"Oh Ang" he says as a hint of sadness covers his voice.

"Well that's over and done with now" I sigh as I turn my back to him and drift off to a slumber sleep, not being able to fully drift off to sleep I sigh again and stand up, walking over to the balcony I feel Mason's eyes burning through my back as I grab my cigarettes in the process.

Nicotine. Quite arguably, the most addictive drug known to man. Cameron McKay. My drug of choice. You could get me higher than any drug. I never picked up a cigarette until I met you. You were the poison infecting me inside and out. You were the bad habit I could never quit. You were the bad habit I didn't want to quit. I didn't realise how bad you had affected me until it was too late. I also didn't realise that nothing got me happier and nothing got me sadder than you. But that's not an entirely bad thing because you were and still are such a pure soul, and because of that I'm proud to have said that I met you, because past the heartbreak and the pain you really were one of the best things to happen to me, but I know that it's time to move on given that you already have.

So I guess this is a goodbye Cam, thank you for everything but it truly is time to move on and let you be happy with her.

°Damn I come back after a whole year and hit you with this sad batch, alright I'll be nice and promise to update another chapter this week, I probably shouldn't promise this but I will no matter what, cause leaving a book halfway is something that I've grown to hate, pfft such a hyprocate I am but I promise I will update, bye lovelies enjoy this chapter and please send me feedback!°