how many memories did you kill
to survive this nightmare
how many people did you break
to get through this day
where do you think you can go
when all you have is pity
when do you think it'll stop
the risks you take
get rid of your feelings
stop your emotions and pain
capture your thoughts
stop the pounding in your head
how do you think it'll end
will I break or will you cave
how do you think it'll go
I'll tell the truth and leave you
when do you think it'll happen
in a year? a day? a week?
why do i do this
to myself and to you
why do you do this
to survive? to bleed?
control is implausible to us
none can grasp the feeling
stopping all the bleeding
takes an army of cotton
