Killing Me

painful longing

"So, now you're dating Hoony?" Hanbin asked.

"Everyone needs to feel happy." Lisa replied.

"Including dating 'just anyone'?"

"He's not 'just anyone'." She said.

"I don't know how you can feel happy dating someone without actually love them." Hanbin said.

Lisa scoffs and leave him.

Jinan who were standing beside Lisa took a deep breath.

"Dating someone without actually love them... doesn't it sounds familiar to you, Hanbin?" he asked.

+

Bobby realized that Jisoo is a little off after the party, she's quieter that she in daily basis.

"Babe, you okay?" Bobby asked when they just arrived at home.

"Yup..." she smiles.

"Okay then." Bobby went straight to their room.

"I just knew that Hanbin's girlfriend is not new to the squad." She suddenly said while watching Bobby changing clothes.

"Huh?" Bobby asked.

"Since you said you didn't know her, I thought she was new too—you know, I thought she was in the squad because of Hanbin, but she told me that she already in the squad even before they're dating."

"Ah, you thought I knew her? They just date for several months, but maybe she's in the squad since... I don't know, one or two years a go?" he tried to keep his cool.

"Who's her name?" Jisoo asked.

Bobby paused, "you said her name was Jane."

Jisoo staring at Bobby, "no..."

Bobby gulped.

"Her name is Jennie."

Bobby paused, "oh, okay."

"Does it ring any alarms?"

"Oh, come on, Jisoo... there's not only one Jennie on this world." Bobby sigh.

Jisoo exhales, "Bobby, you told me that there are many things I didn't know about you, and you promise me to reveal them one by one..."

Bobby slowly nodded.

"Then why don't you start from the Jennie you called in your sleeps?"

+

Hanbin invited Jinan to his office, he needs to talk to him.

"You're the only person who seems to understand about this whole situation." Hanbin said.

"If the whole situation means why you date Jennie though you don't seems to love her... uh—I'm afraid I don't really get it." Jinan sat on the couch of his office.

"You were right when you said I date her so Bobby would go back here comfortably, but it's not that simple..."

Jinan gasped, "Even tho I prepared for this... it's still... surprising."

"Hyung, listen, they need to understand that they still so much in love with each other, and they won't realize it if they're still too far apart. I need Bobby to be back in the squad." He said, "but you know Bobby and Jennie, they'd rather to push back any feeling rather than hurting someone."