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^r@ñt^ #4

(Song above ^: Darkside, by grandson)

Alright. I havent posted a rant in a while. But i have one now, and im honestly getting sick and tired of this shit that is happening to me. It isnt fuxking fun dealing with the drama that I deal with.

I have said my sorrys and moved on....why cant everyone else? Why does everyone start spreading rumors about me....THAT ARENT EVEN FUXKING TRUE...and then want to talk about me? When they all know i can fuxking hear every word. Or maybe they don't. And some people tell the wrong people about the rumour they made up and that person comes to me questioning me. How fuxking stupid are you to do that dumb shit? When will people fuxking learn that i am a CRAZY PSYCHO BITCH!? alot of people already know...but oh they still wanna push me to my fuxking limits.

And you know my mother is getting real fuxking sick and tired of me coming home and telling her all of this bullshit. I mean you wanna taunt and torment me at school, and then come home and text me too? Thats a little bit to much. Also people who know me personally wanna believe the rumours too? Guess what? You arnt my fuxking friend. Your cut off, bye sis. And see someone is gonna push me to my fuxking limits and im gonna snap. And when i do im gonna hurt someone BADLY. why? Because i have a fuxking darkside.

Im sick and tired of going to school and having to hold my breath most of the day. Its a fuxking relief when i walk out of school and drive away. But then people text me, harassing me as soon as they get the chance. And see people know i have a very strict and mean family. Why do you think im so mean? My mother has taught me lots of things about all of this shit. I am also a very strong person, and i can deal with most of it. But not for long, it does eventually get to me. And i have been pushed to my limits before, and oh boy didnt i hurt tf out of this one girl. I would say ask her yourself but she doesnt have this app.

Also the rumours. Those have to quit. IMMEDIATELY. because i am losing the only friends i have, and i aint trying to be lonely at school. And also i work hard for my grades, so i dont need anybody trying to get me suspended. Many people know i am crazy, and dont i tolerate alot of shit. So all of this bullshit needs to STOP...because i am DONE.