without me...

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@Tiredtodeath....
Im so sorry....
I wrote a song...
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You should have told me you wanted me to leave your life. You should have told me. You should have told me...so i could have let you down easy. So i could have let me down easy. But No, you kept it all inside, When you could have spoke up and used your words. But No you kept it inside, and made me find out the hard way. Believe me when i say "i know it would be better without me" but lets go back to this, the time i told you face to face. "I know what physical and mental pain is..." Because i do... You were the first person to make me feel  happiness again. But now Your the first person to make me feel pain i have never felt before. We have made great friendship...but FUXK it, i can let it go. Ive let so much go, its numbing. Believe me when i say "i know it would be better without me" But FUXK it, ill fake that damn smile. Act like everythings ok. But its not. I just wish you would have told me fuxking sooner. But you you kept it inside...so...i hope your happy with your decisions...i hope you cry and worry less. I hope you smile and are happy once more. I hope you change like you want too...i hope its all better without me here...
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I have decided to set you free. I hope you have a really good life. I know you will forget about me in high school. And i hate that you will remember me like the way i am now...but at least remember my name...i know it will be better without me...bye sev...

--Zane

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