I Won't Tell -Zayn Malik Au-

Chapter Thirteen

~ Luke Pov~


I sat out in the waiting room alone at the hospital leaned forward in the chair, head dipped down not wanting to see anyone, my main concern is what happened to Gabriel. Pam was in the room by her side, and the doctor said that she could only let her mother by Gabriel's side. I understood why i was being left out here by myself, since Pam is family, but at the same time i couldn't help but feel just a little bit offended. 

There were doctors and random people walking by but i didn't dare look up. I pushed my hair back stressfully which i've been doing a lot for the past few minutes.

"Luke," 

I looked up to see my mother coming through the sliding doors with full of worry. "Oh my god, where is she? Do you know if she's alright or not?" She asked all at once. I stood from my seat and we hugged.

I pulled back. "Her mum's with her, its been awhile i haven't heard anything yet." I said. 

"Do you know what happened?" She asked.

"N-no. I thought i was going to leave only for a little bit and the next thing you know, she was gone and so me and the guys calling ourselves trying to find her. But she gotten home and i when i went to see her, she was-" I stopped there not wanting to go any further. I let out a sigh. "sh-she had marks and bruise on her skin and i don't know where she gotten them from. Oh my god, mum, i'm worried. This is all my fault."

"Honey, stop. Its not your fault, you didn't meant for anything like this to happen-"

"I convinced her to come to the party, when clearly she didn't want to go. I wanted her to see me perform." I said as i started pacing. I wanted to punch a wall thats just how angry i am. "Its all my fault, its all entirely my fault. I should've stayed with her, right after my  band played, i should have took her right out of there and straight home. I don't know what the hell i was thinking."

I ran my hands through my hair again and sat back down with so much built up in me. My mum knelt down before me with a hand place on my knee comfortingly. "You listen, you haven't done anything wrong-"

"But i'm the reason of her being hurt. What of she hates me-"

"No, you're not. Listen to me, its not your fault. And no she won't hate you, you're her best friend. You're always there for her-"

"But mum, i wasn't there for her this time. Don't you understand? She called me and even left me voicemails and i didn't answer. No telling what she probably thinks of me now."

My mother let out sigh. "You haven't done anything wrong, okay? I don't want to see you beat yourself up over this. You didn't meant for anything like this to happen. So stop blaming yourself, alright?"

My mouth opened then closed, i just want the stupid doctor to come out and tell me whats going on. I'm like literally going out of my mind right now and i was starting to lose patience.

A distraught Pam came out causing me and my mother to look up. I got out of my seat and went over to her. "W-what happened to her? What the doctor say?" I asked.

Pam took a look at me and shook her head slowly as she moved around me, then she started to cry. "Pam, honey, whats going on? Is Grabriel alright?" My mother rushed by her side taking her over to one of the chairs to have a seat. "We're all concerned." She rubbed her back and in soothing circles, sitting next to her.

Pam buried her face in her hands sobbing quietly, then she managed to lift her face from her hands to look at us. "S-she-"

"She, what? What happened?" I asked wanting to know. "Please, i want to know if she's alright. She's alright, isn't she?"

Pam shook her head slowly as tears escaped from her eyes. "I never think anything like this would happen to her." She sniffled, then continued. "S-she has been r-raped."

I wasn't sure if i heard it correctly. She has been what? Raped? No, no this couldn't be true. "The doctor also found bruises on her skin that believed she's been beaten. Who would want to hurt my little girl?" Pam sobbed while my mother pulled her in for a hug cooing her.

Nothing can explain how i was feeling right now. My heart broke down. I have a pity feeling in the pit of my stomach. I am a fucked up, screwed up asshole. Did i just call myself that? Yes, i did and i deserve to be called that. I should have been there to save her.

I started pacing back and forth anger seeping through my veins. "Luke, honey-"

Thats when i lost it and my fist collided with the wall causing a crack there. Everyone the doctors and people looked but i didn't care i was so pissed, my back slid down the wall and i was seating on the floor with my hands in my hair. Mentally  blaming myself. Its all my fault, its all my fault. I kept saying over and over in my head.




~ Gabriel Pov~

"S-stop Zayn.. p-please stop" I sobbed.


The events of what happened playing in my head, as i sat on the hospital bed staring at nothing but lost in thought.


"Shh .." he whispered in my ear, while i cried. "I-i'm almost there .." He grunted.


A tear escaped my eye.


I was in utter shock after what just happened, tears falling while i weakly put back on my clothes. Once i was finished, with no turning back i headed for the door.

Before i could even open the door, I felt myself being slammed against the door with such force causing me to whimper. Tears falling uncontrollably down my face, i hiccuped a sob. My legs felt wobbly i couldn't barely stand. Zayn's body towering over my small frame, his eyes were dark and unrecognizable.

Our faces only inches apart, I felt his ragged breath hit my face. "Now you listen to me, you are to not tell anyone about this, do i make myself clear?" He say through gritted teeth.

My back pressed against the door and both his hands gripped my arms. I choked on a sob, barely a word came out. His grip on me tightened causing me to whimper. "I said, don't i make myself clear?"He growled lowly.

"I-I Won't T-Tell." I whimpered out.