Sleep where were you these years
Today can not close my eyes
My body is comfortable
my eyes refuses to close
My head flows with many thoughts
Put my sheet over my face
It didn't go away, always there
tormented throught the night
I have a deep desire that I could control
I try to fulfill but too much courage it needs
I crave death, I just want to die
No more pain, no more ignorance
I hired a killer to shoot me in the Head
to spill my blood across the sidewalk
A bullet through my head
And pitch black that lasts
No more here and there
And no more people to deal with
I couldn't stand to see more people suffer
Hunger, wars refugees in streets
kids without houses reaching for the hand
their kind, are hunting them down
beating them for trying to stay alive
steal, survive or begging noone would help
How can I ? go to sleep knowing
my brothers and sisters outside
Without a roof on their heads
how can I rest ? and I know
someone out there hungry all day
I see too many humans,
but no humanity to help
The shooter called me at last
He asked me when and where ?
A surprise That’s what I want
I so sick and tired of this world.
