SORRY..... AGAIN: Demi Lovato story

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DEMIS POV

I went downstairs and decided to do some laundry to maybe try to get back on henris good side. I washed all of his clothes that were laying around the room.

I scrolled through Instagram to see pictures of James and Henri with the random girl last night all over Instagram. Henri and this gurl who's name I found out is Veronica seemed a little to close for my liking.

Around noon I decided to make Henri lunch so I went into the kitchen and put some pasta on the stove. When it finished I went upstairs to wake him.

DEMI: Henri
HENRI: what do you want
DEMI: it's around noon so I made you lunch
HENRI: just put it in the fridge I will eat it later
DEMI: oh okay

I went downstairs and put in the fridge. I look at my phone and see I have a text notification from Sirah and Mathew

SIRAH: hey
MATHEW: hey
DEMI: hey guys what's up
SIRAH: we are worried about you Demi
DEMI: what do you mean
SIRAH: pictures from the party you were just at came out
DEMI: and
MATHEW: you look TOO skinny
SIRAH: very unhealthy
DEMI: I'm fine guys no need to worry
MATHEW: nick called us worried and he never calls us
SIRAH: next thing you know marissa is going to see the photos or mike and they are going to be asking questions.
DEMI: if they do I will be honest and tell them I'm fine and they don't talk to me anymore anyways
SIRAH: can you hang out tonight
DEMI: I don't know
MATHEW: cmon we haven't seen you in weeks
SIRAH: we haven't seen you in MONTHS
DEMI: I know I miss you guys too
SIRAH: then we will pick you up tonight to come over and chill
DEMI: I can't tonight
SIRAH: fineeee
MATHEW: well we are soon no if and or buts
DEMI: hahaha okay

I go to see if henri is still asleep and in find him awake on his phone.

DEMI: hey
HENRI: what do you need
DEMI: I-I just wanted to see if you were still asleep
HENRI: have you heard from your mom
DEMI: no
HENRI: you don't need her anyways
DEMI: I guess
HENRI: go grab me a drink will yah
DEMI: just water
HENRI: get me a beer grab like two
DEMI: okay

I went downstairs and grabbed what he wanted then went back upstairs.

HENRI: I'm going out tonight
DEMI: okay
HENRI: can I see your phone
DEMI: what why
HENRI: you don't need anybody right now do you
DEMI: no but
HENRI: give me your phone
DEMI: no
HENRI: NOW

I handed him my phone and he put it in his pocket

DEMI: wait give it back
HENRI: I'm going to get ready make yourself useful for once and do something

Henri got up to shower and I cleaned our room mainly his side since it was a disaster. I got him out some clean clothes and laid them on the bed for when he gets out of the shower. I headed downstairs to sit on the couch I was really tired and shaky.

HENRI: bye
DEMI: bye I love you

He left and I was left alone. Did Henri really think I was worthless. Bad thoughts consumed my head and the next think I know I'm sitting on the bathroom floor with a razor cutting my arms thigh and stomach.

I watch the blood fall to the ground and cover the white floor. I don't cut deep enough to kill my self by I wouldn't t care if I did. I really needed to talk to someone but Henri took my phone but then I remembered by extra one.

I grabbed it from the draw and called Kelsey

KELSEY: Demi hey are you okay
DEMI: yeah
KELSEY: hey you sound like your crying what's wrong and why did you call me from your extra phone
DEMI: I'm okay
KELSEY: do you want me to come over
DEMI: no
KELSEY: did you cut
DEMI: y-yeah
KELSEY: how bad
DEMI: I'm okay
KELSEY: Demi I'm coming over just to see your okay
DEMI: but
KELSEY: no buts
DEMI: no he will he will-
KELSEY: okay I won't but talk to me Demi
DEMI: okay
KELSEY: can you stop the bleeding
DEMI: if I tried
KELSEY: dems what happens
DEMI; I I don't know
KELSEY; did something happened with Henri

I didn't respond I couldn't respond to her,

KELSEY: dems you there
DEMI; yeah
KELSEY: are you okay
DEMI: I don't know
KELSEY; we will talk tomorrow
DEMI: I'm going to shower
KELSEY; okay

I hung up and made a couple more cuts then I cleaned up the mess. I put the blade back in the draw after then showered. The water stung but I didn't care.

I took a long shower then went to bed. I heard henri come in around midnight. I watch him get undress and shower.

HENRI: Demi
DEMI: yeah
HENRI: you forgot new towels
DEMI; huh
HENRI: GET ME A TOWEL
DEMI: okay

I got up and grabbed him a towel from the laundry room.

HENRI: why is there a bloody towel in the trash
DEMI: oh I don't know
HENRI: YES YOU DO
DEMI: I-i-i
HENRI: TAKE YOUR CLOTHES
DEMI: what no
HENRI: HOW

I kept walking back until I hit the bed henri right up in face he then pushed me on the bed and took my clothes off.

HENRI: YOU CUT

I start sobbing but he just keeps yelling at me.

HENRI: IF ANYONE ELSE FINDS PUT IM GOING TO END YOU DEMETRIA LOVATO DOES ANYBODY ELSE KNOW

I couldn't tell him I called Kelsey because he doesn't know about my extra phone.

DEMI: n-no

He came up and slapped me

HENRI: you stupid bitch
DEMI: I'm sorry
HENRI: OH YOUR SORRY GUESS WHAT I DONT CARE I DONT WANT YOU TO RUIN MY REPUTATION
DEMI: I won't I won't I promise

He slapped me again this time harder.

HENRI: if I find out anyone found out about it you will wish you weren't alive you hear me
DEMI: I want to go to my moms
HENRI: if you leave I find you and make you wish you were dead I make your family miserable
DEMI: no no don't hurt them I'll stay
HENRI: good

He left me lying in the bed crying. I grabbed my sweatpants and shirt he threw on the ground and put in back on the curled in a ball in bed.

He said he changed