SORRY..... AGAIN: Demi Lovato story

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DEMIS POV

My mom came into my room last night and I pushed her away I felt bad but I didn't want to say too much. I woke up at around 7:15 and got ready for the gym. I was still really sore after yesterday's fiasco.

I went outside and Henri was already there.

HENRI: hey babe
DEMI: hey
HENRI: how's your jaw
DEMI: I'm really sore today
HENRI: well your training with Chris today it's Saturday
DEMI: I know
HENRI: no stopping because your sore
DEMI: okay
HENRI: good

The rest of the car ride was silent except Henri talking on the phone with James.

When we got to the gym I grabbed my bag and went inside before the paps saw me. Chris was by the door waiting for me.

CHRIS: hey
DEMI: hey
CHRIS : your quiet today

It hurt to talk still so I stayed quiet

CHRIS: Demi what happened to your jaw
DEMI: nothing
CHRIS: well then let's get started

We started do intense workouts nothing that would hurt my jaw but the rest of my body felt like it was breaking.

CHRIS: are you sure your okay
DEMI: I'm sure

Henri kept looking at me but left at one point to answer his phone.

After about three hours I felt really dizzy Henri must have been able to tell because he told me it's time to go.

HENRI: you ready to head back to your moms

I just nodded because I felt like I was about to cry from the pain i felt. He noticed the paps and put his on my back which really hurt and he could tell.

We got to the car and felt like I was about to pass out.

It was a short car ride. When we pulled up my mom was out front. I still felt dizzy and knew she would probably tell.

DIANA: where were you. Why are you all sweaty. Did you go to the gym.
DEMI: I'll be in m-my room
DIANA: we need to talk in the kitchen
DEMI: I'm going to my room
DIANA: Demetria Devonne

I walked up to my room hardly making it up the stairs.

DIANA: DEMETRIA

I walk to my room and as soon as I do I collapse on the ground. But I manage to lock my door and walk to my bed.

DIANA: I have the key

I knew she did have the key but i forgot about it.

She unlocks the door and comes in with a. Furious look on her face then she sees me basically passed out and a worried expression takes over her face.

DIANA: what happened to you
DEMI: I dont I don't

She comes and sits next me.

DIANA: your shaking baby did you eat

I nod my head yes even though it's a lie.

DIANA: are you sure I haven't seen you like this for a while
DEMI: I-I'm s-sure
DIANA: stay home from the gym tomorrow
DEMI: Henri is already picking me up
DIANA: I'll call him I think your sick
DEMI: I'm fine
DIANA: just come downstairs and eat then
DEMI: I ate with Henri
DIANA: you promise

I just nod my head

DIANAS POV

I call Kelsey because I don't think Demi is eating.

KELSEY; hey what's up
DIANA: I don't think Demis eating
KELSEY: I had suspicions but I figured I was over reacting when I called you
DIANA: she came home and nearly passed out she was shaking and looked dizzy
KELSEY: I'm coming over I will talk to her

I hung up with Kelsey and went to check on Demi. The shower wasn't running and I never heard it turn I open Demis door and she's sitting in her bed staring off in space.

DIANA: Kelsey is coming over

I get a slight nod but nothing else so i shut the door and went downstairs

The door bell rang after a couple of minutes tell me Kelsey was here

KELSEY: hey
DIANA: hey thanks for coming
KELSEY: where is she
DIANA: her room

KELSEYS POV

I walked up to Demis room and opened her door she was sitting on her bed her legs to her chest.

KELSEY: hey
DEMI: hey
KELSEY: talk to me
DEMI: about
KELSEY: anything
DEMI: I feel dizzy
KELSEY: do you need to eat
DEMI: no
KELSEY: why are you dizzy
DEMI: I don't know
KELSEY: what did you have for dinner last night
DEMI: I-I don't remember
KELSEY: are you in pain
DEMI: yeah
KELSEY: your jaw
DEMI: I guess
KELSEY: you guess
DEMI: yeah
KELSEY: where's your phone
DEMI: broken

She was barely speaking above a whisper and she was still staring at the wall with her knees curled up to her chest.

KELSEY: how did it break
DEMI: it smashed
KELSEY: did you drop it
DEMI: no
KELSEY: do you need your phone
DEMI: no
KELSEY: where's Henri
DEMI: home
KELSEY: want to watch tv
DEMI: sure

I turn on the tv and it's showing pictures of her walking out of gym she didn't look good.

KELSEY: you went to the gym today
DEMI: yeah
KELSEY: did Henri take you
DEMI: yeah
KELSEY: what did you train
DEMI: we just did random workouts
KELSEY: for how long
DEMI: a couple of hours
KELSEY: will you eat something for me
DEMI: I'm not hungry
KELSEY: okay henri called and said your going to New York this week
DEMI: yeah I don't want to go
KELSEY: then don't go
DEMI: I told him I would
KELSEY: any new song ideas
DEMI: I haven't had time to write
KELSEY: your still shaky and the heat is on
DEMI: I'm fine

I know by now Demi has completely closed she's not herself anymore and anyone who knows her would see that.

KELSEY: Demi talk to me

She didn't respond to me she just looked away.