tomtord oneshots

I Care Ok!!?

Welcome back my buddies

  Tom's pov:

      It was the beginning of night with the sun hiding away and the full moon peeping . There was a light drizzle soon to become loud and heavy with thunder clouds filling the sky but not yet.
       I was in my room bored as fuck and hiding away from my two friends including the commie. I havent left my room in... I don't know....maybe a week or so and I had found ways to sneak food in my room. Going from sneaking out my window going to buy pizza to ordering pizza and telling them to come to my window so I don't have to leave my room. But today was different. The pizza shop was closed because of the storm soon heading our way so I had to go to the kitchen ..but I was going to wait till 3am.
   I don't know I just feel like ignoring my friends , I feel I'm a pain in the ass and shouldn't have to be seen. Tord couldn't agree more if I told him this. I bet he is living the life stealing my friends and replacing me, what can I say .......he was always better than me. I'm just a worthless piece of shit laying in this room while he actually has a life. I guess that's why I hate him ,he has always mocked me of how much better he is and I would lie saying I'm better when I know he's better than me in everything!
      It finally hit 3am , my favorite hour to get piece and quiet without any interruptions. I slowly and quietly head out of my room ,heading down the stairs to our beautiful kitchen filled with my favorite food......... potatoe salad. I headed towards the fridge and opened it , the cold air was rushed towards my face. I let out a relaxing sigh with a small smile and took out the salad. I put some in a plastic plate and sat next to the window, watching the drizzle turn to a heavy loud flow but at the same time quiet and soft . I was eating so lost in my thoughts and listening too the sound of silence. I was eating slowly not caring how long it took me to consume this holy food.

    I felt a sudden hand on my shoulder, I jumped a little and turned my head a little so the person touching me didn't notice. I looked at the sleeve and it was red...only one person in this damn house wears red..... tord. I sighed but this time a little annoyed at the male.
    "Tord?, Why are you up..no....why are you even touching me?" I said turning his way. He smiled a little but I noticed.
     " sorry tom, just heard a noise and wanted to check it out and I saw you... " he replied and he continued with his hands off my shoulder. "Hey and tom...can we uhm talk..for a second.. I haven't seen you in a week and I just want to see what going on?" He had a slight tone of worry in his voice but I can tell he wasn't worried for me , who would be? I just nodded and followed him. He put his shoes on and a red rain jacket holding my sneakers and my blue rain jacket. He was smiling holding it waiting for me to take it. Cute.
    "Uhm what are you doing tord?" I asked pointing at my stuff in his hands.
    "Well since I can tell you like the rain how about we talk outside on the porch so it wouldn't feel so hot and intense talking to me. .......because I know I'm to hot for you" he chuckled. It hurt me cause I knew it was true. He always looked better than me. But I just laughed and put my stuff on heading outside to the porch.
         We sat there a moment of silence, just staring and listening to the rain become heavier and heavier by the second. It was quite peaceful considering I'm sitting next to the commie himself.
    "Thomas.....where have you been?..I know your in your room but I miss seeing you out of the room. You know it isn't the same walking around the house without seeing or hearing a Jehovah wittness like you..your entertaining , your fun and your artistic even if you don't believe it...."
He continued.
   
     " Every time edd and matt walk by to your room they either sigh or just sit next to your door hoping you would come out ....this may sound surprising but I care...I care for you and what you do, I want you do be safe and I want you to know how much we love you......how much I love you"he finished and I was lost in words..why would he care? I'm just an achoalic who can't do shit for himself. I looked at him.
      "I-im  sorry o-ok!? I-i just hid because I felt like..no I am a pain in the ass ,I'm a worthless achoalic who doesn't know how to take care of hims-" I was cut off by warm arms wrapping around my body. He nuzzled his face in my neck and spoke.
    "Why tom? Why do you hate yourself so much. I love everything about you and your putting yourself in shame. I don't get it" I surprisingly hugged back.
    "It cause your always better than me! Your good at everything and I'm not..... So when you mock me of how strong or how hot you look it hurts cause I'm not strong or hot , I'm not as talented as you are, I'm not as friendly or smart."
      When I finished speaking I just heard tord chuckle. Is this a game to him? ! Seriously!? I unwrap my arms from him and try to push away but he keeps on holding me .
     "Tom, love , I flex off my strength and brag of how hot I am because I want you to fall for.me! I want you and I try to impress you but I guess you took it the wrong way. God dammit tom I love you so much and I never meant to hurt you." Tord pulled away and grabbed my face with both of his hands gently ( like a face sandwhich) he pulled me in and kissed me. He kissed me like he has been wanting to do it for a long time but was holding back ..and now he is letting It all go. I kissed him back and wrapped my hands around his neck( no choking you link monsters) We eventually pulled away. Tord has the biggest smirk I have ever seen.
      "Soooo.......can I have you?tomm" he asked his hands still around my waist. I wasn't sure what he meant by that but I can tell if I agreed I wouldn't regret it. I smiled and nodded and as soon as I did he picked me up by the waist and ran in the house To my room(  lmao)

You already know that they had some.fun ;)

SOorry for this crappy one shot I just wrote it to give you a sign that I'm back bishes