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Talking To The Dead

Third POV

  Tom has recently tried to commit suicide by hanging himself but Edd , Matt and most importantly tord found him getting ready they tackled him and hugged him until all tears were no more . They were all worried while tom thought he was a waste of space and time .

  Tord POV

I was on the couch watching YouTube , specifically coryxkenshin . he made a couple of jokes and I couldn't help but laugh . I heard footsteps behind me . I turned around to see tom stumbling to the kitchen . I immediately stood up to help , I didn't want him to get hurt anymore .
    "Tom? Are you OK?"I put my hands on his shoulder but he immediately shoved them off.
   "I'm fine". He said so coldly but I knew that was a lie .
   "Tom stop lying , here let me get you a cup of water" I was about to get a cup when tom pushed me away from the cabinets . what is wrong with him !?.
   "I can't do shit on my own commie" again in that cold voice . I stood back as I watched him reach for a glass cup . no he shouldn't be using glass.
    "Tom , no get the plastic cups!"
    "I'm not a fucking child leave me the fuck alon-" he was cut off by a glass cup dropping on the floor . the pieces exploded and it was like tom was a magnetic cause all the sharp pieces flew to him and it cut him .
     "TOM ARE YOU OKAY!" I told him he wasn't stable enough to use glass! I'm trying to protect him , I hate seeing him hurt cause it hurts me ........a lot , I don't know what I would do without him.
      "LEAVE ME THYE FUCK ALONE! I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!" he snapped all of a sudden .
     "Tom, I was just trying to help.."
     "NO I DONT NEED YOUR HELP , ANYBODY BUT YOU! YOU CANT  HELP ME . TO ME YOUR ALWAYS A COMMIE BITCH , ALWAYS AND FORVER!" Tom yelled pointing at me the whole time . I didn't want to hurt him but he can't just talk to me like that and get away with it!
  " WELL  excuse me! For trying to help someone who tried!! To fucking kill themselves in our house!! I don't want a fucking dead body laying around ! ......"
     "Tord-" I cut him off . i knew i would regret saying this .
      "if your gonna kill yourself !!! Do it right!! ..............I wish we never found you so you could of ended it all so I won't have to fucking babysit your worthless ass."
   Shit shit shit,  what was i saying i didnt mean none of this! What is wrong with me!I took it to far !....... I hurt tom .....my one goal was to keep him safe but i hurt him. face dropped from anger in realization .why was I angry? He didn't do nothing I was treating him like a baby . . I swallowed and looked at tom . he was quiet , his face showed no emotion . he looked at me and opened his mouth .
    " me too..." Were the only words he said before he started walking to his room . I couldn't move . he was at the stairs and I was watching him go up . he went to his room.  I though he would slam the door  but he closed it gently . I then heard the lock click . something's not write .
    "Tom!" No respond .
    "tom!! Come down here Immediately!!" No answer .
    "Fuck!" .
    I started to run to his room . what before was two floors felt like and eternity . the walls kept on stretching farther pulling his room back .. I couldn't reach his room . I kept on running and running until I could feel my legs giving up on me.I collapsed on the stairs and started to cry
   "What the fuck w-wrong with m-me ......tom I'm s-sorry ... I'm so sorry . I lov-"

    BANG......BANG....... THUD.........The house got quiet . I no longer was crying . I looked up at his room and stared at the door . I don't here movement at all . what going on! I got up from the stairs and walked to his room this time it took a couple of seconds . I knocked and got no response . so I knocked again but harder ........ No response
   "T-tom?" My voice stuttered from the crying a couple minutes ago.
   "T-tom if your there....and listening to me.... I want to say sorry, I didn't mean anything what I said , I don't know why I said it ... I never hated you, it just hurts me when I see you hurt so I try to stay away from you .... But I never liked you as a friend either ...........I .......I  ...love you .... And I don't know what I would do without you......."
     I kept on talking to tom hoping he was listening..... I slid my back on the door and told him memories we had as children and how I always protected him and how every year he would get secret admirer letters and they would be from me but he never figured it out cause I typed it I didn't write it with pencil. I couldn't help but smile and the memories ......,I hope he was smiling to....I kept talking and talking.....

Little did he know he was talking to a long gone tom ... Who shot himself a couple minutes before he came to his door..... He was talking to the dead

Sry if this was bad .. I just felt this way and I'm not really happy so thought how about make you guys not happy and make u sad ...... I hope u r sad