Cant And Wont Let You Go

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Tom pov:

      It was one of those days again. The sun outside was shining but in this apartment it wasnt. Tord and I have been dating for 2 years and it has all went down. Their was no love making ,instead their was just fist making and blood making. Everyday tord would hurt me , abusive me , hold me and say he loves me....and he does....no he used too.
      I was sitting on the couch watching some tiktok videos on YouTube. Enjoying the stupidity I was witnessing before my eyes. But a loud bang ran through the house and for my luck it was tord well, not much luck for me there. He looked pissed, angered, mad and I knew where this was going..oh how I memorized all the times he layed his hands on me. I quickly turned off the t.v and just sat, staring at the blank t.v sweat already in my face waiting for what was going to come and eventually it did .
        Tord walked over to me and picked me up by my neck , slamming me into the wall. He was smiling but he was still mad.
      "I fucking lost my job!! AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! YOUR SO USELESS YOU CAN'T HELP ME FOR SHIT!"
   tord yelled and soon threw me at the t.v. Causing the t.v to break and fall. "LOOK WHAT YOU DID RETARD, YOU BROKE THE FUCKING  T.V" even though I didn't do shit he blamed it on me...like how he did with everything .....everything. He kicked me in my Stomach over and over again until I was coughing blood on the carpet . He just continued hitting . He punched me on my face until I heard a crack and a rush of pain stabbing my nose. I screamed and covered my nose with tears falling out of my non  existent eyes. He picked me up and slammed me in the hard corner of the t.v stand.. My eyes widened at the new amount of pain I felt. It was so painful being slammed into a corner of t.v was a new stop for tord . I immediately fell on the floor screaming in a blood curling scream , I kept  screaming and begging him to stop but he enjoyed it. He picked me up and slammed me on the corner of the t.v stand again and again until my back skin ripped open and blood poured out, muscles broke and veins were pulled. My spine was next to break but..i.had.enough. I used all my strength which want enough to push him away and it did the job. Before he could hit me again I  started to yell. I yelled with all the pain , guilt and sorrow that followed.

   "THAT'S IT!! WERE FUCKING OVER TORD! you know I used to love you and I always delt with your shit. But I'm done . I'm getting hurt physically and mentally and your the one who is causing it!! I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYMORE! YOUVE CAUSED ME  SO MUCH PAIN AND I THOUGHT IT WAS 'WHAT LOVE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE'.....AND YOU KNOW WHAT I though this was real I thought the love you said you had for me was real but it was all a lie ,your a fucking lie. You use me for pleasure and pain and you always gotten your way and I'm done. You should have stayed in hell where you belonged"
    tears and blood was what you saw on my face . And shock is what you saw on Tord's face. I stuck up the middle finger and started to leave the apartment limping all the way but I was stopped by a cold robotic hand with the tight grip I have felt to many times.
   "Tom. I'm sorry please dont leave me. You can't leave me! I love you Tom . I love you so much . Dont go"  tears was in Tord's eyes but I had way more tears that I have showed him. He had to be kidding me!
   "let the fuck go! I don't love you! I'm leaving you !! Move the fuck on you devil!" I yanked my arm back and opened the door. I smiled I was going to be free. .after visiting the hospital but still ..... Freedom was right around the corner.
    But I was yanked back into the apartment and thrown on the floor. Tord quickly locked the door and looked at me.

  "I can't and won't let you go"

  Freedom gone........


Sorry for this chapter. It was short and a lot of errors in not as good as I used to but might as well makes something for you guys to cringe at ;)

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