Things that are on my mind

Looking Back on Past events pt. 1/?- How my first kiss was stolen

So two years ago I was going on a youth group trip to some churchgoer's home with my youth group, most of which I didn't know. We were actually visiting a lot of people's homes, going from one to another. Anyways, while we're just chatting about whatever and eating fried chicken, one of the youth group boys comes up and introduces himself as Jason (that's not his real name). Jason makes it known that he's into me, and me being the ignorant 7th grader I was, was all like 'Cool this dude sounds nice we talked about Star Wars earlier'. This was way before I knew I was gay.
I think I should clarify- Jason is the same age as I am. Just letting the readers know.
Anyways, Jason leads me up to a more secluded part of the house and starts kissing me. I was such an ignorant person at the time that I thought it was normal, and that me not feeling anything but discomfort while Jason kissed me was normal. Jason continued kissing me throughout the rest of the day. It was very awkward, especially when we had a pool party later. I had forgotten my swimsuit and ended up staying on the sidelines.
From then on, Jason would pull me away from the Youth Group activities and kiss me. He even started nagging me to show him myself without my shirt on. To this day I wonder what would've happened if I had actually done what he had asked
Luckily, I had the sense to tell an adult about this and it was all resolved. I barely see Jason anymore, which is 100% a good things. It's all over now, but I still think about it a lot.