Chapter $ 8

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Your feet laid curled up on the couch while he sat across from you on the other side of the same sofa.

He refused any drink or food you offered quickly stating he just wanted to reveal himself.

"You're not secretly a serial killer right?" You hold your hands up for clarification.

"No." His confused smile makes you grin. "We've established this. What's up with you and murderers?"

You open your mouth to say something, but with a small shake of his head you were quiet.

"I'm a dominant." He blurts, "and I want you to be my sub."

Your eyes narrow with confusion. "I- I don't know what that is." You vaguely remember Taehyung, from the store, asking if you were his new sub.

Hoseok's eyes flashed with an emotion you couldn't pick up on. "Dominant... Sadist... Masochism... Doesn't ring any bells?"

You shook your head chewing on the skin of your bottom lip as he lists words unfamiliar to your vocabulary. You had no clue what he was talking about.

"It's a lifestyle." He sighed. "Look up BDSM."

Your brows furrowed, again upset by his bossy attitude, but you pulled out your phone from beneath the royal blue pillow and swiped to google within seconds.

BDSM is variety of sexual activities that range from role-playing, dominance and submission, restraints and a variety of other sexual behaviors. BDSM relationships vary from other sexual  relationships as there is a dominant and submissive partner in BDSM.

You were first taken aback from the word 'sexual'. Sex was involved? Was he crazy?

"You want to have sex with me?" You choked out the words which could be mistakenly taken as a laugh.

"No." Hoseok licked his lips. "Well yeah, but it's more than that. I want to care for you, to take care of you."

You tried to ignore his words as you scrolled through articles explaining the the so called 'lifestyle'.

"Have you done this with other woman?"

"Is that a yes?"

"You can't answer my question with another fucking question."

He held both hands up in defeat. "Yes, I have but I only have one sub at a time, and I don't have one at the moment."

"Do you want me to be some sex toy for you?" You let out a fake scoff, throwing your phone back down. "Use your right hand buddy."

"Wait. I'll pay your rent."

You stood up raising your pillow along with you. "Do you think I'll fucking sell my body for some goddamn rent?" You were ready to beat the shit out of him now.

"No that's not what I meant." It was almost comical to see his frightened reaction. Before you could slap him, Hoseok stood up using his extra height to his advantage and disabling you of the pillow throwing it across the room.

You wrists were gripped in his fingers.

"Aren't you bored? Don't you want to try something new?" His hazel eyes searched yours. You knew what he was looking for, confirmation that his words had affected you, and they had. You were dulled with your life. Going back and forth in order to make ends meet, watching kdrama and eating ramen alone. Yet that didn't mean you wanted to embark on some sexual journey.

"I'll go gentle on you. I promise." Hoseok whispered. His deepened voice seemed to coax you. "I'll make you feel so special Y/N. You deserve it."

With a sigh, you unattached yourself from him and flopped back down on the couch. You burried your head into the pillowless comforter and groaned loudly.

"Are you a virgin?"You heard him ask.

"No." You answered quietly. "-but I'm not experienced either. My first was my first boyfriend back in highschool. He was also my last."

Embarrasment flooded to your cheeks as you admitted to this stranger about your lacking sex life. It wasn't something you worried about until that moment.

"Okay... Well. I'll give you time to think about it." Hoseok said beore walking himself out of your apartment.

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