The Model And The CEO

Chapter 5

Edward's POV

Never in my wildest dream na sumagi sa isipan kong iiwan niya ako. What happened? What just happened?

Am I having a nightmare? Coz if I am. Please wake me up. Ansakit-sakit naman. Its as if  my heart was stabbed million times.

I know she can't do that to me. Nagsisinungaling lang siya. Nagsisinungaling siya. She loves me. I know that. I felt that.

She wouldn't give herself to me just like that. I know her. She can explain everything to me tomorrow. I'm going to see her. I'll accept all her explanations. I won't give up on her.

Sa haba ng relasyon namin ngayon pa ba? I can already see my future with her. I want my future with her no one else. I love her with all my heart. Hindi ako papayag.

Papalipasin ko muna kung ano man ang bumabagabag sa kanya ngayon. But I'll make sure tommorrow, I'll talk to her and fix everything. Hindi ko kayang mawala siya sa akin. Hindi ko kakayanin.

Mahal niya ako alam ko yun. Pinadama niya sa akin yun kanina lang.

May just made a surprised visit here in my condo. She cooked sinigang for me. And ohh God I missed that. I missed her. We didn't see each other for almost a week already. I badly missed her.

"Love. Tama na yan. Mamaya ka na maghugas ng pinggan. Let's just sit on the couch. Come on love." Pagpipilit ko sa kanya.

"Sandali na lang kasi. Eto ohh matatapos na." Binuhat ko siya by hugging her from the back papuntang couch.

"Hoyyy.. Ano ba Edward! Ang landi landi mo." 

"Gusto mo naman." Haha cute cute ng love ko.

"Hoyy ang kapal!" I made her sit on my lap and hugged her.

Tumagilid naman siya ng upo sa lap ko. She wrap her arms around my neck and face me. Nakatitig lang ito na parang ang lalim ng iniisip.

I just gave her a soft kiss on her lips.

"Lalim ng iniisip ahhh. Nakatitig ka nanaman, naiinlove ka nanaman sa akin nyan."

"Syempre naman. Kay gwapo-gwapong nilalang ehh. Hmmmmpp cute cute mo." Pinanggigilan nanaman niya yung pisngi ko.

I just smiled at her. Haay nako I love this girl talaga.

"I love you."  Sabi ko sa kanya.

"I love you too."  I kissed her on her lips. Ghadd I missed her lips. So soft and sweet. Tumugon naman siya sa halik ko at sinabayan ako.

Hinawakan ko ang batok niya at idiniin pa siya lalo sa akin. Hinigpitan naman niya ang pagkakakapit niya sa leeg ko.

I can really tell how we missed each other from this kiss we are sharing. I can feel her heart beating fast in sync with mine.

"Ghaddd.. love I miss you." Idinikit ko ang noo ko sa noo niya.

Bago pa siya makasagot tumayo ako na buhat buhat siya at binuksan ang tv. Naisip ko kasing mahiga lang magdamag dito and chill with her.
Nakinood na rin siya ng tv at nagconcentrate doon. Tamang tama daw kasi yung favorite niyang k-drama ang nakasalang. Hayyss nagkamali yata akong binuksan ko yung tv.

I was just distracting myself kasi I can already feel my down there hardening. Ayaw ko namang mapunta kami doon sa point na yun because I know she's not yet ready. And I respect her with that.

"Wahhh! Ang gwapo talaga ni Lee Min Ho!"  Talbog talbog niya sa lap ko. May naman....

"Tsk. Mas gwapo ako diyan!" Sabi ko na hindi man lang ako pinansin.

"Wahhh grabe nakakakilig!!" Ang gulo gulo niyang nagsisisigaw na naka kandong sa akin. Ano ba to.. She's affecting me so much without her knowing.

Pipilitin ko nalang iwala. Asarain ko nalang...

"Love! Did you miss me?"  Binulong ko sa tenga niya.

"Ha? Ano di ko marinig."

"Sabi ko namiss mo ba ako?"

"Ha ano? Mamaya na nanonood ako eh."  Nahuli ko siyang pangiti-ngiti. Alam ko namang naririnig nya. Mukhang ako ata ang inaasar neto ahh..

"May, namiss mo ba ako." Dahan dahan kong sabi sa kanya habang binubulungan siya sa tenga. Napaigtad siya pero hindi na nagreact. Ahhh ganun. Ayaw mo kong pansinin.

I pinned her down and made her lay on the couch. I went on top of her and kiss her luscious lips. I can't stop myself, she's such a temptress. I deepened the kiss as she responded.

I held her long soft legs as I move her closer to me. I can't stop. Ghadd I just miss her that much.

"Mmmmmm.." ang pag-ungol neto.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and move in sync with me. My tounge seek for an entrance on her mouth and she gladly opened it, moving her tounge with mine.

Nakakulong sa kabilang bisig ko ang kanyang bewang at ang isang kamay ko naman ay naglulumikot at umakyat pataas to feel her delecate body. My hands move its way to her upper body.

Unti-unti kong itinataas ang kanyang damit upang maabot ang kanyang dibdib. I  unhooked her bra and put my hands unto her breast and massage it.  She arched her body with so much sensation.

That I took advantage of her neck plunging before me. Bumaba ang mga halik ko sa kanyang leeg. Nipping on to her skin, leaving marks.

Bigla namang tumunog ang phone ko na nasa may lamesa indicating na may nagtext. Nagitla ako. Mali, mali pala tong ginagawa ko. She might be startled.

I stopped.

"Love. Oghaddd sorry. I'm sorry love." Niyakap ko na lamang siya.

Inalis niya ang pagkakakalas ko ng yakap sa kanya. Umalis siya sa ilalim ko at ito ang umibabaw sa akin.

"Let's do this Edward. I want to give you myself."

"Heyy Love what are you saying.."

"Narealize ko binigay mo sa akin lahat. Pero ako wala akong maibigay sayo. Kaya naisip ko to."

Hindi na ako nakapagsalita sinunggaban niya ng halik ang aking mga labi. She kissed me with so much passion and  love and so I gave in. I can't resist her.

I removed her blouse together with her bra na kanina pa na unhooked. She did the same thing to me. She removed my shirt without breaking the kiss. 

Tumayo ako with her infront of me. I carried her to my room. I pinned her at the back of the door after rushingly entering it.

My kissed moved down to her jaw, to her ears, down to her neck.

"I love you love."

"I love you too."

We continued kissing each others lips. I carried her and laid her to the bed . I removed my pants at sinunod kong inalis ang kanya. Leaving her with just her underwear.

"You're so gorgeous love."

My kiss went down to her cleavage until I moved my way to her left breast. I nipped and kiss it with my other hand massaging the other and vice versa.

"Are you ready?"

"Go on Love."

I entered her willingly. Knowing I am her first and I am so much thankful for that. I felt like I was the luckiest man on earth.

We made love kani-kanina lang. At kani-kanina lang din iniwan niya ako. I felt the luckiest but also the unluckiest man on earth. Pwede palang mangyari yun no? At saakin pa talaga nangyari.

But I won't let this just slipped away. Bukas na bukas I'll visit her and ask for another chance. I don't believe her explanations, I just believe on everything that she made me feel.