Should I Use My Heart Or My Head?

What If I Can't Forget You

      How? After all this time he's been here."Ugh!" Mike already headed straight for class. That's probably not him. No it is! He looks the same just taller. Why is Kellin here? So he's been here this whole time. My family and I just moved here. Man."He probably doesn't even remember me." I said with a sad tone. I didn't even get to see him after he recovered from the accident. Thinking that sent shivers down my spine. Kellin and I were childhood friends but after that I never heard back from him. Then before I knew it he moved. "Vic," I said to myself,"it will be okay. Let's see if he remembers you." I know me talking to myself is weird ,but I needed to tell myself I will be okay. Then I got out of the car, closed the door a little loud, and headed towards the school.
        
         Kellin's-POV

            Well that was weird, but it needed to be said. I hope she's okay. Well now to deal with the akwardness of the first day of school.Yay. I have friends named Andy, Jack, and Justin. They are all pretty cool. Andy has this thing for the color black. It looks really cool on him and I think a lot of girls think so too. Jack is like a hipster. He likes crazy things. Also he is into guys. Which is whatever to me.Love who you want for who they are, not gender. Apparently, he has a boyfriend, but I've never seen him. Lastly, Justin is into some of the same things as me, but his personality is out there! Girls love him! At times he can be big headed about it, but it's whatever.
             "Kellin! Over here!" Jack yells. I turn and run over to where he is. Andy and Justin are already there with him. "Hey guys!" I said with a wave. "What took you so long?" Justin asked. "Nothing. Just was walking slower for a change." I assured them. "Are you feeling ok?" Jack said concerned. "Yea! I'm fine thanks. I just want to figure out where the classes are so I don't need to carry this paper with me anymore." I told them as I scanned my paper. "Yea 'cause last year it took you months to figure out where your classes were on your own." Andy pointed out. Justin snickered. "It's not my fault!" I pouted. "Kellin it's fine they're just messing with you." Jack said with a smile. I rolled my eyes and smiled back. The bell rang for first period. "Bye guys!"I said with a wave then ran off up the stairs.

              Vic's-POV
     
                 As I walk though the doors of the cafeteria, I get looks from everyone in there. They weren't bad looks, but it still made me uneasy so I just ignored them. Then some girl walked up to me and said, " Hi! I just wanted to say you hair looks amazing." "Thanks ummm.." I waited for her name." Jenna! My name is Jenna. Nice to meet you....." Vic!" I said. "Well Vic I'll see you later." She said with a wink. I nodded and walked off. Ok then that was weird,but whatever. I need to find Kellin.
                
                 I can't find him! What the hell! I'm probably going to have to consider putting a leash on him just to see him. If he remembers me that is. "Hey Vic!" I turned around to see who that was. It was Jamie and Alex. "Hey guys!" I said with a smile. Jamie is a dorky person. When you're around him you can't help ,but laugh. Alex is wild! He can't stay in one place for very long. Also he likes guys, but I've never seen him like have a boyfriend. I don't think it matters what gender you love or date. If you like them then you like them. Simple.
                "Hey do you wanna hang out later?" Jamie asked."Ummm..no sorry I have stuff I need to do later. Maybe next time?" I said. "Ohhhh like what?" Alex smiled. What do you mean what? Stuff. Stuff is stuff. I met these guys at a fast food place when I got here.Jamie bumped into me (yes he bumped into ME) and dropped a milkshake on me. You know what I did. I hugged him and got milkshake all over his band shirt. After we settled things out ,Alex yelled at us ,we all started to talk and the friendship grew. "Nothing. Just stuff." I said. "Ok ok. Fine next time." Jamie smiled.

               Kellin's-POV

                  The day is over! Yes! But I'm probably going to switch to music class. I forgot we had one at registration. I'll do that tomorrow. Time to walk. I'm almost home when I hear music in the park. I make a right to see who's singing. It sounds familiar.For some reason it's making my heart race.I run faster then stop. It's that guy from the other day. He looks about my age.I stare at him for a moment. Who is he?

              Vic's-POV

                 Kellin? Right in front of me? I feel like smiling. I stop singing and stand."Ke-ke-llin." I announced. He looked puzzled. "Yes? How do you know me?" He said. Yep. Saw that coming. Why does it hurt? "Kellin, you don't remember me?" I mumbled. "Yea! You're the one from the park. I loved that song you sang. It helped me a lot. Thank you." He finished with a smile. I can't do it. I can't tell him. He looks so happy. If he knows it would hurt him.I have to leave. " Well that's kool. I'm glad I could help.Well bye."I said as I walked away. "Wait!" Kellin shouted. I continued to walk and not look back. "Wait!" Kellin yelled again. No! I'm not stopping.I can hear his foot steps coming closer.
      
            Dammit!

        Kellin's-POV

                 Why won't he stop!! I wanted to hear that last song again. His songs sound familiar for some reason. I'm right behind him. "Wait! I ju-"I got cut off. The guy turned around and grabbed both my hands. He pinned me against a wall in an alley. When did we get here!!! I couldn't move. He was so close to me. I was scared if I talked I would accidentally kiss him! Please get off!! "Listen! What I'm about to tell you is true,"he said," Now if you let me tell you and you listen we can talk somewhere else. Got it?" I nodded and he let go. "Come on. Let's go back to the park. Also, I'm Vic. Believe it or not we were friends." He stated. Vic? Who? What is going on!?!?