Should I Use My Heart Or My Head?

Kick Me

Kellin's-POV

So it's been quite a while since Jenna and I have joined music class. Three weeks approximately and it turns out she's a singer too. She sings beautifully, but I've noticed when Vic is around she locks eyes on him and sings her best. I think it's fair to say that she has a little crush on Vic, but I think Vic is oblivious to her flirting. Well not my problem. I'm trying to focus on writing my new song for class. No distractions. "Hey Kellin! How are you doing on your song?" Vic asked. He laid his arm around me and smiled. He's been so happy lately. I don't understand why though. "It's going fine. Thanks for asking. How about your new song?" I questioned. His face seemed to light up. "Well if you insist on asking, I think I'm doing a great job on my song." He must be very proud of his work then. I smiled back at him. All of a sudden, Jenna came and looped her arms around Vic's neck gently. "What are you guys talking about?" She whined. "Nothing."Vic answered. "What?? Why can't I know?" Vic smirked,"Because I can't let anyone in on Kellin's and my relationship. It's too precious!" What the hell is wrong with him? He needs help. I look at Jenna and she is staring me down. Did she think he was serious? "Fine. Whatever." She says then walks away pouting. I could really careless for all the craziness happening right now. I need to finish this song. "Did you like my little proclamation of love for you?" Vic asked. "Because of that Jenna is pissed at you and I'm going to listen to music now. Goodbye." I said. "No Kell-" I couldn't hear Vic, but I knew he walked away. I don't like when he says things like that so lightly because I know he doesn't like me in that type of way.

I finally finished it! It's beautiful! Now just need to turn it in to Mr. Radke. As I walk to the music room, someone grabbed me from behind and pulled me into the janitors closet. "Hey!" I shouted. "Hi." I saw it was Jenna. Oh no. "You know if this is about Vic then-" She stopped me. "Listen, I already confessed to Vic. He rejected me." She said it as if she was going to break down. "Why?" I asked. "He said there was a very important someone in his life right now that needed his full attention." Wow. I don't know what to say to her. Vic has someone important? Important enough he doesn't want a girlfriend? "So,"She stepped closer to me,"I was thinking... would you like to go out with me?" What? Hell no! I looked at her. She stood there looking at me waiting for an answer. "Look I don't like being seconds so n-" all of a sudden the taste cherry lip gloss crashed on my lips. She was kissing me. Then there was a flash coming from the side of my face. Did she just take a picture? Then she released my lips and backed up. "Okay, now let's just send this to everyone including Vic." She smirked. "Okay? Why do I care? Vic and I aren't a couple." I was puzzled. "But now we look like a couple and now that you have a girlfriend you don't need Vic all over you now."She said. I was still really confused. "You'll see how it goes, but from now on you're my boyfriend. Congrats!" She smiled then left. What the hell just happened?

The next day I walked into school and I got a bunch of random looks from people. Then I heard Jack yell my name, "Kellin!" I turned around. Jack, Andy, and Justin were behind me smiling. "We heard the good news! Congrats on the hot girlfriend!" Justin shouted. So she really did send the picture to everyone. Well who cares. I shrugged. Andy looked at me a little concerned. "Are you two really dating or no?" I answered with a shrug. "I'll take her off you're hands!" Justin joked. I rolled my eyes then all of a sudden I felt two hands grab my waist. She's trying to be all cute now,huh? I turned around to tell her to let go, but it turns out it was Vic. I was pretty surprised to see it was him holding me and so tightly."Excuse me guys, but could I borrow him for a second?" He said mischievously. Jack and Justin stood there looking like guard dogs, Andy looked at Vic and said, "Go ahead. Don't hurt him though or these two will probably end up getting pissed and hurt you." Vic smirked,"Thanks for the heads up." Then he slipped his hands away from my waist, grabbed a hold of my hand, and we started walking away. How is he so bold right now?
We ended up in the music room. It was empty. He closed the door and turned on the lights. "So, what's this about?" I asked. He stepped in front of me and said,"What is this?" He held out his phone which showed a picture of Jenna and I kissing. I looked away. He grabbed my face and asked again sternly,"What is this?" His eyes looked stern yet sad. Did I do that? How? My chest hurts looking at him like this. I struggled to pull away. He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. He looked me in the eyes and said,"Kellin, I love you." My eyes grew big and my heart started beating faster. Why this all of a sudden! His face looked red. It was cute. I calmed down a bit. I put my hand up to his face to calm him. "Vic, Why do you love me?" I asked sincerely. I want to know.

Vic's-POV

Why do I love Kellin? Can that question even exist? I squeezed him tighter. "I love the way you look when you write songs, how you look at me when I annoy you, how you get embarrassed when I hold you, how you bite your lip when you're nervous, and when I need you you're there. There are so many more reasons why. If I had time I would tell you, but it would take about two or three days tops to finish. " I finished with a smile. He looked at me with a sad look on his face. Why? I thought he would be happy. "Vic you're in-," suddenly Jenna opened the door and walked towards us. "Well, look at this. Kellin, are you cheating on me?" She chuckled. Kellin gave her a very dull look. "Okay enough of this come on." She grabbed Kellin and pulled him towards her. What do I do? I can't throw her no no no. But I don't want Kellin to go with her. In the middle of my thinking Kellin put his hands on my hands and said,"We'll talk later." No. "Fine." I let go of his waist. I don't want to let him go. I looked down at the floor as I heard their footsteps fade away. "You had a chance." Jenna Chuckled then closed the door. I walked over to a wall and punched it. Shit.

Kellin's-POV

I can't believe Vic said that. Jenna still had a hold of my wrist. We stopped walking. "Did he confess to you?" She said softly. "It's none of your damn business." I said. She suddenly turned around and slapped me. She had tears streaming down her face. She stood there for a second angry then walked off. I was shocked that she slapped me and that Vic confessed to me. I walked outside and sat on one of the school benches. I put my face in my hands. So, Jenna is in love with Vic. Vic is in love with me. And me? Am I a terrible person for not knowing how I feel? At least Jenna knows who she loves, but she's showing it in a very unusual way. What am I going to do? I suddenly heard the school bell ring for first period. Let's go to class.