What am I to you? - Erasermic fanfiction

Doubt

The two men spent another night without much sleep, and this time it wasn't because of their hero work. They didn't have much free time to do it but they always found a way. Hizashi was happy of course, he finally had a relationship with the man he loves. But as he started to think about this, he started to question some things.... What kind of relationship?
He wanted this for so long, but now that he has it, he still feels something is missing. They tumble around in the sheets when they have the time but what does shota feel about Hizashi? Does he love him? Is he just for sex? Just a fuck buddy? Was he always that, even back there? Well Hizashi couldn't lie to himself for long so he to admit that he's always had feelings for his colleague.
Hizashi's thoughts where interrupted by the door of the teacher's break room opening.
A dark haired woman walked through the door, in big style like usual. in that regard, kayama, or midnight, was a lot like Hizashi.
The blonde man Was resting in the couch, head tilted back as possible to peak at his friend.
-Kayama! Glad you're here! - said the blonde man as he got off the couch - I... Need your help with something... - continued, now a bit embarrassed. - there's something I got to tell you...

....

-YOU AND SHOTA HOOKED UP?!
-oh please scream it louder, THEY COULDN'T HEAR YOU OVER IN CHINA! and I'm the loud one, jeez...
-I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm just... I wasn't expecting that, wow...
-What? Is it a bad thing?
-No, of course not, just tell me something, are you happy with him?
-I mean, I'm happier then I've ever been it's just...
-just what? - the black haired woman put both of her hands in Hizashi's face, with a concerned look on her face.
-it's just... I don't know what this all means to him... Am a lover? A boyfriend? A fuck toy? I gotta be honest with ya, we've had this kind of relationship before in high-school and at that time we just did it and never even spoke a word about it! It's like not mentioning it erased the action... That kinda hurted me but I just followed along cause I didn't want it to stop. And then it stopped and I got super depressed cause I thought I'd loose him, and I got into some relationships with men and women to try to replace him, but always had him of my mind. And now I got him again and we're speaking more about it then before (which was nothing so that's easy) but I still don't know what the fuck we're doing and and - Hizashi's speech was cut short by a kind embrace from the woman.
-calm down sweetheart, you obviously have a lot of pent up emotions about it and it's normal in your situation. And shota probably has it two because it's not normal to just ignore something like this, he probably has more on his mind that
What he shows, you know his just not good with words. - kayama broke the embrace and looked the blonde man in the eyes - i'll help you!
- but... How? - Hizashi asked, confused
- Maybe shots didn't come to terms with what he feels for you, maybehe needs something to spike up a reaction that will tell more about his feelings than his words!
-Wha-what are we going to do?
- Let's make him a little jealous! 😉

A/n: yeah its a little cliche but just deal with it for a little while 😉
Sorry for taking so long to update but I started working part time and I'm still studying so it hasn't been easy...
And by the way there's just two more chapters left until the end of the story! 🎉
Thank you for reading and for your patience 🙇‍♂️ farewell 👋