What am I to you? - Erasermic fanfiction

His bedroom

It was the next day
I dreamed about him the night before
I woke up with a weird mix of feelings, I didn't know if I was happy or sad..
I was still confused because of that and I was unsure of how that day was gonna go
Still I got out bed, and did my routine
When I arrived to school I started looking around for him...
Nothing.
Where was he?
He wasn't in class.
It wasn't unusual for him to be late so I waited a bit longer.
Nothing.
He didn't show up that day. And he didn't pick up the phone either. I started to get worried so when school was over I decided to go over to his house, to know if he was ok.
I was never really in his house but I knew the way to get there because once I had to take him home under my umbrella, on a day that was raining like crazy.

There it was. His house was a bit simple,
It was a small home and his garden was all dried out. That house looked almost uninhabited.
I started to grow anxious once i was in front of the door but I found courage to ring the bell.
Nothing.
I rang again.
Nothing.
I was about to give up and go home when the door started to open. I turned around and was faced by a middle aged women wearing a robe. She had long, black, messy hair and had bags under her eyes. Hum... like mother like son I guess... but she did look more tired than him.
With sort of a raspy voice she asked:
-who are you?
-uh m-my name is Yamada Hizashi...I am Shota's friend, is he home?
-Oh I see. Yes he is, come in.
She got out of the way and made a sign for me to get in.
The inside of her house was kinda like the outside. Simple. Didn't have many things in it, was a bit dusty and smelled funny.
She called Shota for him to come down stairs but he didn't come.
-Forgive my son, you can go up to his room if you want, it's the first door once you get up the stairs.
-Alright, thank you.
I climbed up the stairs and saw a door with a "do not disturb" sign in it. Pretty typical...
I went near the door and started to listen to music. Rock? Is that his music preference?
I knocked and didn't get any response, so I opened the door.
His room was bit dark. Didn't have many things in it. Not a surprise, considering the rest of his house. There was a bed, a desk, a desk light, a radio, and a calendar with a cat in it. He was laying on the bed reading Manga and had a cat on top of him. He was wearing a grey hoodie and black pijama shorts.
-Hum...Sh-Shota?
-Hizashi??
Startled, he quickly got up and turned the music off
-What're you doing here?- said the black haired boy
-I...you're mom told me come up here....I mean, you didn't came to school today so I was worried, and I decided to come here to check if you were okay.
Shota sat back on the bed and Hizashi came near him
-Oh, so you already met my mom... wait, you said you were worried about me?
-Well...yeah. I'm your friend after all.
-...well thanks. I'm fine, I just overslept and didn't feel like going to school.
-...Shota I'm sorry.
-Huh? You're sorry for what?
-Yesterday...I pushed the rope too far...I'm sorry.
-....
-I shouldn't have annoyed you that m-
-No. It's fine. I'm the one who was too impulsive.
-Shota...
-Besides...t-that wasn't so bad...
-That? That what?
-what do you think you idiot?
-oh...that. wait, really?!
-Just don't tell anyone.
-Of course I'm not gonna tell anyone. Do...do you maybe? Wanna do it...again?
-Huh?
-uh nevermind! Just forget i said anyt-
-Alright.
-Huh...?
Hizashi looks at shota, who's looking at the ground with a red face and an embarrassed posture. His own face starts to feel hot as well and his heart is racing even more
-I mean...that's why i overlept. Last night i couldn't stop thinking about it. and i guess I'm a bit curious as well.
-
Hizashi came near shota and got on his knees to get on his level.
Then he quickly placed a kiss on his lips to break the agonizing tention that was in the air.
After that quick smooch, they restarted slowly and shyly.
Shota was more inexperienced so he was obviously more clumsy. But Hizashi didn't mind at all.
The kiss started to get a bit more intense and deep, Hizashi was kneeling in between Shota's legs, his hands were sitting on the boy's thighs. Shota's Hands were resting on Hizashi ' s shoulders.
Then suddenly Hizashi decided he wanted more. He put one of his hands on Shota's chin and opened his mouth a little bit, just enough for his own tongue to fit in. he emediatly took the chance and slid his tongue on the boy's mouth. Shota got startled at first and gave a little jump. Hizashi took a hold of both of his wrists so he wouldn't pull back emediatly. Soon enough he started to follow Hizashi's lead.

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