What am I to you? - Erasermic fanfiction

first kiss

A year and a half passed by, It was the second year of the hero course.
Me and Shota became really good friends, we are polar oposites but we ended up getting along really well. Maybe I was his only real friend, he wasn't really that sociable. He endures my loudness and I endure his bad moods.
I even helped him pick out his code name for the internships, "eraserhead"! I thought it was pretty cool 😆

This is the story of when we first kissed..
It's kind of a silly story, we were having this conversation about dating and one thing led to another and I ended up finding out that even though Shota was 16, he had never had his first kiss.

We were actually in the middle of the woods near by, we were skipping a class together.

-Wait! You never kissed someone before??

-Is that weird?

Said the black haired boy while lying down against the trunk of the tree.

-A little bit...I mean, you're 16, and I had my first kiss when I was 10 or 11

-whatever, I don't really care about that stuff, I have other things in mind right now.
Besides, people care too much about stupid things like that.

-Hey, it's not stupid, those things are somewhat important in people's lives

-People give a ridiculous amount of importance to it. it doesn't matter.

-Then by your logic, you could kiss anyone at any time

-No, of course not!

-Ha! Then it has some importance!
I think you're just shy and don't have courage to make a first move 😋 - Says Hizashi in a mocking tone as he kneels in front of Shota

-You're siriously starting to annoy me...

-Why? Because I'm right? 😂

-Uuuh fine!

Shota grabs yamada by his uniform tie and places a kiss on his lips, emediatly pushing him back, making him fall on his butt.
Hizashi is shocked, spceachless, and his glasses are falling off his face

-See? Not a big deal.

-Huh.....

Shota realised what he did and both of them turned bright red

-I-I didn't mean to... (What the fuck did I just do???) Damn it, this was your fault!

-M-MY FAULT?? Don't do something s-so hasty and blame someone else! (Omg omg omg omg did this just happened??? Since when his this impulsive?)

-Huh shut up, you where provoking me! Let's just forget that this ever happened.

-S-Sure...

-What time is it? - asks Shota trying to change the subject

-Hum, the class we were skipping is over, we should probably start to head back if we wanna make it in time for the next class.

-*Sight* I don't wanna get up. But fine, let's go.

The way back and the rest of the day was kind of awkward and we didn't speak much. We tried to talk about other subjects. I still couldn't believe that really happened, it only started to sink in that night.

*later that day*

-Welcome home honey! - Yamada ' s mother greeted him

-Hi mom.

-Dinner is almost ready!

-Okay, I'm gonna rest I'm my room for a little bit before dinner.

Yamada threw himself on the bed, thinking of what happened that day

-(I can't belive he kissed me... did he wanted to prove me wrong that bad? Or...Mayne he likes me? No, of course not! What the hell am I thinking?
Was he just curious and wanted to know what it feels like?
That was kinda good tho... is this bad?
Is it bad that I kinda liked it?? He's a boy!! AAAH WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT MOMENT??? 😖)

*Shota's POV*

-I'm home.

Shota was greeted with silence. Not something new.

-Mom?

Shota walks into the leaving room and finds his mom passed out on the couch, with a wine bottle in her hand

-Huh, again...

The boy comes near his mom and stares at her with a blank face for a couple of seconds. He takes the wine bottle out of her hand and places it in the coffee table and turns off the TV.

He walks into the kitchen and sees what's for dinner.
He finds a cup of instant noodles and a fruit pouch in the kitchen cabinet.

-(Not bad. I'm not really hungry tho)

He goes to his dark room and drops face first on his bed

-(I'm such a fucking idiot... why did I do that? Does he think I'm weird now? Whatever.
Why did I do that? I don't usually act on impulse... but I guess I was a little bit curious. Huh I shouldn't have done that!
...
That... wasn't really that bad...
Was I wrong? Maybe I am missing out on something
HUH the fuck am I thinking about??? He's a guy!
I don't like guys... I can't.
I gotta take my mind out of this.)

Shota buries his face deeper in the pillow