Lumina Sherwood was diagnosed with Leukemia Stage 2. Back then, Lumina is a very ambitious talented daughter until her disease suddenly emerge along in her perfect life. Because of her disease, Lumina barely interact with other people and that cause...
6 days had passed. Still things are going normal. Nothing special happened. Same thing, Sleeping all day, watching movies, and reading books.
I started to stare at my window and then suddenly an idea pops out of my mind. Should i make a list? It's not necessary but I think it's fun and a lot of people does that everyday. I get up from my bed and I took my notebook out of my old school bag. It's been 5 years since I stopped going to school. Well, It's not even worth it cause I dont have any friends back there. I opened the notebook and a blank paper welcomed me. Wow. This hasn't been used for 5 years! This is great! Haha.
Hmm. Where should I start? Okay!
"10 things I want to do before I drift off to sleep for eternity" Yea. I'm not gonna deny the fact that I only have 2 months to live. But it started to make me sad to the point that I'm no longer be here if my brother grows up. Okay! Back to reality! Let's start with #1.
#1 hmm? I started writing some of the things that i haven't done yet and wanted to do and wanted to try and it came out great. I was done and I started to read it again from the beginning gonna make sure it's perfect.
10 things I want to do before I drift off to sleep for eternity
1. Go out and have fun! 2. Come to 5 places in a day. 3.write a song. 4. Stargazing at night! 5. Late Midnight snack 6. Late night calls(up until 4 am in the morning!). 7.Movie Marathon at midnight. 8.Be with my family. 9. Get a tattoo. 10. fall in love.
Okay! It's official I'm doing this with myself, cause I've got no acompany with. I think it's great if I'll have to do it on my way. Right? I take a few breaths and watch my iphone to see what time is it. It's already past midnight. I sighed. I didn't do anything stressful today, but I feel so stressed. Before I drift off to sleep, I remembered taking my pills and lay from my bed and watch the ceiling, counting how many days left for me.
"57, 5..58, 59 days. Hays" If you think that I'm counting the days I have left just because I'm excited to die, I wasn't. To tell you the truth, I wasn't ready to die. I'm scared of dying. I'm scared of leaving my mom with my brother. Will everything be the same even if I disappeared in this world? Well? I dont have any idea. I dont have choice but to accept the fact that I'm dying. Doctors can't cure my sickness anymore. Of course, I'm already aware since the beginning, that this disease is not really curable, and is hard to cure. You'll have to go through a lot of dialysis, check-ups, and chemotheraphy and It spends a lot of money. So expensive but yeah, I tried chemo before and it cured me but after a few years it came back haunting me.
I was in a deep thinking when someone suddenly threw small rocks at my window. I get up from my bed and opened my window. I saw no one, and when I was about to close my window suddenly someone 'Psst' at me. Let me guess, this person is rude.
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"Hey! Over here!" He said waving his hands in the air higher for me to see it. He was standing down there and I saw his hands holding small rocks, definitely throwing it at my window.
I didn't expect that it would be him. Surprised is written all over my fave but I kept my cool. "What? You know we have a door, why don't you just knocked?" I said rolling my eyes at him. Am i trying hard? Yeah. I think but guess who it is?
"I know. But I think we should be friends." Ivor said grinning.
"Why?" I asked curious.
"Nothing. I just want you to be my friend. Will you?"
I think he's a good guy. "Okay, fine. But next time please don't throw rocks at my window, or you might break something." I said half smiling.
"Okay! So I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked excitedly. Seriously? What's wrong with this guy?
"Okay fine! Go away and go to sleep!" I said sounding irritated.
"Bye and sweetplumdreams." He said winking at me and walked back at their house.
I secretly smiled at myself. No one asked me to be their friend before. It's just, I think that maybe there's still a lot of good gals out there who wants to befriend me and I was right, a miracle just happened today.
