The promises I kept
I did my best
I told you
I did
Didn't I?
I am not ok
And I am not afraid to say it tonight
I told you
I see these things
It's WHAT I DO
I notice
Don't put on a show
And look away from me to watch someone else
"Are they watching too?"
Should it matter?
I notice
Don't think I don't
It's that feeling I get
My chest is tight
Feels like I'm drowning
I haven't felt the water in a while
You still care and I can see it
It's hard for the fox to jump over the dog
Hard not to look at what you lost
I get it
I'm not afraid anymore
So I'll just patiently wait for the truth
I'm tired of questions
It was a promise
I'll do what everyone does
I'm not afraid
I'll break
Not because of this
Ill break because it's suppose to matter
And right now
It doesn't
