You are not alone

The beast

Goggles POV: thoughts were buzzing up my mind cause me to mumble stuff underneath my breath.
What do you want from me?
Death
Why don't you run from me?
Because I own you!
What are you wondering?
Help
What do you know?
You are not meant to be alive
Why aren't you scared of me?
Cause I am you
Why do you care for me?
Cause I will make you feel pain
When we all fall asleep where do we go?
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"GOGGLES!!!" I heard rider yell my name I shot up looking at him. "Yes rider?" I say pretty casual but he didn't by it. "What were you just thinking,you were mumbling stuff and looked scared?" I had to make an excuse or he will get more curious. "Oh just thinking of turtles." I say with a smile but then I felt pain in my throat.
Not again
RUN RUN RUN AWAY!!!
I dashed fro the bathroom and puked up blue blood and my tears were blue blood as well.
Who are you doing this to me?!
Well let's just say I am a monster inside you and will not make your life easy!
No I won't let that-
I was cut off by this beast clawed me in the cheek red scratched marks on my face appeared. Then I heard rider "goggles?" I was going to answer then I felt hands cover my mouth!
Shhh it's alright he will forget you and your life and you will die all alone
I was crying blood and I hated this beast and everything in this dam world I just wish he was hear.
"WHY AM I EVEN ALIVE!!" I wondered!
"Goggles you ok?" Rider says I try to get to the door but he held me down.
Like I said it won't be easy getting me to go away.
"Goggles being quite an isn't funny yah know it gets me worried." He said a little sad
"I'm fine rider." I managed to say
I heard his foot steps leave and I laid there on the ground crying. After a few minutes of that I got up to see him maybe ask for help but only to see the demon was right.
 

Riders POV: I saw goggles and walked over to him I had a regretful look on my face "what's wrong?" He asked
I sighed and said "my girlfriend doesn't want me near you." When I said that I felt so bad why did I say that. "Oh well I have someone to see and-" speak of the devil it was her "Hey what are you doing near my man?!" She said a little harsh "I was doing nothing only talking to him!" He said he was shaking a little. "Well you need to go away right rider!" I had defend her or she will throw a fuss so I said "Goggles I think it is for the best we don't talk  any more." I looked at him his face I remembered it. He only made it when he found out army died. He stepped back and held his chest and ran. I hurt someone I cared for I haven't changed at all.

Goggles POV: I ran away crying and felt pain everywhere! I feel like I don't belong on earth I feel so... trapped all this world brings me is hell how can I fix this cycle of abuse. I made my way to an ally was and I heard him

I can help with what you are feeling.
How you can't even say anything nice about me?
Ok that's true but so you want revenge on the hell?
Yes all I want is death.
Well I can give you death or I can give you the ability to not even feel pain?
What are you trying so say?
What I mean is I can take control be you but different!
But I can't do that to rider he is my fr-
NO ONE IS YOUR FRIEND THEY WILL BRING YOU DOWN!
You're - you're right all my friends have is make me feel like I don't have a reason to live!
Do you accept!
Yes I accept!
You will have a code name and it is killer
Yes I can't wait to make them live how I did!
This is for you ARMY!!!

Brother this is not the right path remember you are the blue-