Goggles POV: all I can see was black I gave shelter a deal and he broke it. I am lonely cold and just a bad person. I can't do anything right with out guilt. My team cares but i think it is all a lie. But everything was so different when I was younger
(Flash back)
I was in the yard and army and someone else had there hands up like a bridge leaving a gap between. I was walking through till there hand went down guess the bridge fell. I was laughing smiling and Army was too. He always picked me up and hugged me. One day when I was out in the front yard the mail man came by and gave me a letter it was for army so I went inside to give it to him. He was in his room and looked calm I told him he had this letter. He's eyes were filled with worry and he looked sad then turned to me. "Goggles I joined the army force and i wont be back for a long time...even If I can make it back." That moment my heart shattered into a million pieces. I couldn't let my brother go. Why did he join, why couldn't he tell me! Till the day came we were on our way to the train station. I gave one final hug and said "promise to come back." He nodded and was gone. A few months past and they won and I went to the train. I waited,and waited and waited. Still he didn't come out. I looked around every inkling father or sibling came back but mine. The commander came up to me and gave me a letter and told me to read it at home. The could turned gray and when I went to my room the note said
Dear goggles
Your brother army was brave he did everything for you to make you smile and more. But all of the soldiers came back but him we all set out looking till we came across something horrible. He was killed.... we don't know how but his last word were "I promise I will come home to you." I am so sorry.
My hands crunching the note my vision was blurry do to my tears I was angry and so upset. I turned a round and punched the wall. "YOU PROMISE ME!!!!" I collapse on the floor I felt like my life was over and I couldn't do anything anymore. My heart turned cold and my eyes turned grey my hair and everything I just wanted to die at that moment. He did everything for me but I did nothing for him. I am full of guilt and sorrow. There is not tomorrow.
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FanfictionThis is about how Rider feels about goggles. Goggle has been pretty upset and lonely the past few months. Rider loves everything about goggles and want to tell him how he feels but is just to scared. He gets some help from team blue. Until he fines...
