You are not alone

London bridge

Army: I remember when I was older 
                           (flash back)
Goggles and I were outside and playing London bridge we were laughing and smiling "London bridge is falling down falling down!" Goggles had the most beautiful voice and his smile that smile brings tears to my eyes and happiness. I was upstairs in my room and goggles was about 8 at this time I was well 17 yah I was old but goggles came in my room and said "big brother you have a letter!" I was keeping a secret and it my fears came true that this secret had to be reviled...
dear army,
You have officially been joins in the army force however you will be gone for a long time...but this is important your dream has come true about protecting your little brother as you say."

My heart stopped and I looked at goggles he had a smile on and I kneel down to his level and said "goggles I join the army force and I won't be at home for a long time...even if I can make it back..." he stares at me and that smile faded everything changed after I told him. He would not leave my side he would try to get me to stay but. When I was at the train station he hugged me and my eyes full of tears he said to me "please come home." I promise to to everything in my power to stay and as a young kid we had some weird little powers and someone I put to much trust in betrayed me. I remember I was using my gun and everything even my making earth quakes to back her off till it was to late... she killed me and her name was Shelly...I saw my brother at the train station looking for me every inkling came back but me... "Maybe he's train was late..." oh my goggles had so much faith till the captain of he army gave him a letter and told him to read it at home. He opens it that's when things faded to black. That was the last time I saw him smile. He had a break down he was screaming and punching the wall "YOU PROMISED ME!!!!" I was so upset and I had always watched over him as a dead when he beat rider fighting aloha,mask, and skull but no smile only dark thoughts in his mind he would smile to get people to leave him alone and say that he was fine. Till he hid in his home all the time the only one who would care was mask. Goggles told him everything and why he hides in his home. On every night I would come and kiss goggles on the head like how I used to. I would sing him London bridge and gleam and glow. Although he could not see me I could see him. I won't ever leave his side again. But then the worst happened rider said he would protect him always and goggles felt love for once till...rider betrayed him and went back to his selfish ways I knew him when I was younger. But that was the second time goggles felt pain when he lost me. This world is crazy and rider want to tell goggles he loves him and he was so sorry. But we might need more then just that.

(Umm yah long chapter and it's pretty shitty this is make up for the long wait and shit)