You and the boys had planned to go practice for their new comeback. You weren't going to dance, but monitor their moves and correct their mistakes.
You put on your favorite outfit. Black jeans, a striped sweater, and your black winter boots. "Aww, look at my little Y/N." San says. You smile trying to keep calm and not cry while tying your shoe lace.
"Stop. Don't do that. I'm not going to fall for you." You say. "Ah, but you already have." San says, stepping closer. "Im not playing with you, San. Back up." You say pushing him back.
You knew you wanted him but you ignored it. "Hey Y/N, I'm going out. Are you coming with me?" Jongho asks. You nod. "Yeah, I'm finishing getting dressed. If San would move, I'd be right down." You say, shooting him a stare.
"You aren't going anywhere." San says. He presses you against the wall, your wrists held my his hands. He gets close to whisper in your ear. "I will drive you crazy until you can't take it anymore. You cant push me away Y/N." San says.
"Leave me alone San! Damn, don't you get it?" You ask. Tears formed in your eyes.
"Get what, Y/N?" San releases his grip. "I like you. Ok? You drive me insane everyday and I act like I'm not affected by it but I just wanna hug you. And just be held by you. I've never felt love before. My dad kicked me out and my mom is dead. I-" San pulls you into a hug as you slowly slide down the wall crying. "Hey, hey, it's ok. I'm here for you. And so are the others. I don't think you should go out tonight. Stay here with me." San says kissing your head and hugging you.
"Hey, Y/N-" Jongho walks in and pauses. "She's not-" San speaks. You shake your head, "No its ok. Jongho, I don't think I'm going out tonight. Sorry." You say.
Once again, the tears started up. "Don't cry. Its ok. It's snowing anyway. And there might be 10 inches. I'm staying home. We'll watch a movie. What movie do you want to watch Y/N?" Jongho asks. "I wanna watch Puppy Dog Pals." You sniffle.
San snickers a little. "Puppy Dog Pals? Really?" San asks. "Says the one with a stuffed dog named Shiber." You give him a death stare then get up and leave, slamming the door. "What is going on with her?" San asks. "Well for one, your flirting skills are at Level -0 right now, step up your A game. And two she's on her period. Obviously. That's why she hasn't left the house with us. Its also the answer to why she's so moody. God, you know nothing about girls. Date Wooyoung instead. You understand men better, totes obvi." Jongho says, leaving San alone.
"I really messed up. She won't forgive me. I'm a horrible-" San begins to speak but you walk in.
You sit on his lap and just hug him.
And then he says,"I love you Y/N."
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sweet dreams | atz
FanfictionY/N travelled all over the globe to find the perfect dance academy since her dad kicked her out. But never had she thought she'd end up in New York with ATEEZ as her trainees. That was until her whole life was switched around.
