sweet dreams | atz

PART 12

"Jongho-ah! We need to go. Come on. We only have 5 minutes." You shout. "Coming! Sorry, I was practicing." Jognho apologizes. "Practicing for what?" You ask. Jongho smiles. You clear your throat as your dirty mind filled your body. "Oof uhm ok. Is anyone else going to dance with Jongho and I?" you shout. San, Mingi, and Seonghwa run down the stairs. Ok so if 4 of them are going with you, plus you would be 5. Then the other 4 would stay home. But what would they do? Nope. We aren't going there today sis.

"Ok grab your bags and lunch boxes." The boys look at you, questioning what you just said. "Ahem, sorry. I used to work as a nanny. Ya know, take kids to school. Blah blah. Grab your shit and lets go." you say blushing.

You loved little kids. But had never intentionally wanted to birth one. Maybe in the future.  Who knows. (Lee Knows and U-Know sjsjksj)

On the way to the practice room all the day across town, you stopped to get food because you were hungry. You haven't eaten in 3 days because of the diet KQ put you on even though you don't work for them.

"Do you guys want anything?" you ask looking to San who was in the front seat, Jongho in the middle in the back, Seonghwa to the left and Mingi to the right.

They all nod. "Looks like I'm spending lots of money. Ok what do you want?"

"I want a slushie for my plushie and I to share." San says. (uwu)
"Then I want a cheeseburger and fries." Jongho says.
"I want....a happy meal." Mingi says.
"I'll take a cup of Sprite with ice." Seonghwa says.

"And that will be all." you say.
"Ok that'll be $30 at the window. Thank you."

The 4 boys look at you. "What?" you ask. "Thats a lot of money for food. Are you sure you can pay?" San asks. You nod. "So you're calling me broke now? I get paid to watch you guys. So I am still babysitting. I watch you guys dance. I cook, clean and help you guys. What else do you want from me?" you couldn't help but notice the tears were flowing down your face.

"Y/N, why are you cry-"
"Shut up. I'm going home and dropping you guys off. I'd rather be alone right now." you say. You wipe your tears, pull up to the window, pay for the food and head home.

You walk in the house place the food down, grab your food and leave. "What did you guys do this time?" Yeosang asks. "It was San." the boys point. "Really? Thanks guys. She spent $30 on food for us. All I asked was if she had the money to pay for it." San asks, sipping his slushie. "Are you fucking stupid or something? You cant ask that. She is going through stuff right now. Oh my gawd, I need to go after her before something happens." Jongho says. "What do you mean 'before something happens'?" San asks.

"The last time she got depressed, she tried killing herself, San. Not that she tells you because all you ever do is judge her or sleep with her. What kind of friend are you?" Jongho asks. The room goes silent. The tv was turned off, music turned down and everything stopped. It was almost like time stopped.

"What're you implying?" San asks.
"I'm saying that ever since she's been here, you've been the one to call her out or say something retarded to offend her."
"I didn't mean it intentionally."
"There you go again. Playing the victim. I don't have time for this shit. Yunho can explain what happened with Y/N. She tells him more than she tells us because she met him first."

"Actually, she met me first. But we will go with that." Mingi eats his chicken nuggets from his happy meal. 

Jongho grabs his keys and races out the door. "Please be ok. Please be ok." Tears stream down his face as he races around the neighborhood. Once he circled around the 5th time, he knew you went somewhere. Somewhere you loved going. The coffee shop downtown.

Jongho sped up until he hit 95 MPH. Then he slowed down when he came across a flipped car that looked like yours. "Oh my God." Jongho says, getting out of his car.

He runs over to the car and looks inside. And there you were, unconscious and bleeding.