I couldn't even breathe.
Memories and echoes of him kept flashing through my brain.
The first time we met at the KCAs, our first date, when we broke up, than got back together.
Our wedding, honeymoon, being pregnant, the birth of the twins, and learning how to be parents.
Even the little memories of him singing to the babies, the way he'd hold me at night, or how he loves to dance to music when he'd cook.
And than suddenly I realized it'd all be gone.
And I sobbed.
*Flashback*
"Harry put me down!" I yelled laughing as he ran around the empty stadium with me on his shoulder.
"Never!"
"Harry! I have to rehearse!"
"Nope! You have to spend all day with me!"
"Harry!"
*New Flashback*
"Shhh, shhh. It's okay baby girl. Daddy's here."
Alex was crying at 2 in the morning and had just finally calmed down with Harry there.
"She loves you, Haz."
"Oh gosh! You scared me half to death, rose!
*flashback over*
He always calmed me his rose.
But now he never would again.
As soon as I had calmed down enough, I realized Id have to tell Bentley.
So I walked back into Alex's room and prepared to give my son the worst news he'd ever receive.
"Ben, I don't know how to say this, but Dad didn't make it. He passed away in surgery."
His face killed me.
He looked so helpless and sad and shocked.
The only thing I could do right now was hug him and cry with him.
So we both sat their hugging each other and cried.
"Mom, you lied! You said everything was gonna be okay! How can it be okay without dad?!" He yelled still sobbing as I held him.
"I'm so sorry, buddy! I'm so sorry."
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After we had both calmed down, I decided I needed someone here because my mom had left.
There was only one person I knew to call.
Selena.
"I'll be right back Bentley, I promise."
I walked out of the room and grabbed my phone.
Ring
Ring
"Hello?"
"Selena! I need you. Come to Mercy Hospital. Please!"
"Taylor? Woah! What's going on Taylor?"
"They got into a car crash. Harry- he.. I can't even say it! But please just come!!"
"Okay Taylor, I'll be there as fast as I can!"
Thank God for Selena.
I don't know what I'd do without her.
Well I guess I should try to sleep because it'll be about three hours until Selena gets here.
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A.N.
Sorry for the short chapter the next one will be better.
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Surviving Without Him
FanfictionIt was the perfect life. Perfect kids, perfect house, and perfect fans. Then came that night.