Surviving Without Him

Screaming Crying

*Taylor's POV*

I woke up at around 9 the next day. Alex and Bentley were both completely knocked out. I walked downstairs to see Selena sitting at the kitchen table looking out the window.

"Hey Sel." I say opening the fridge and grabbing an orange juice. I went and sat next to her, "This view was one of the main reasons we got this house."

"I can see why. I've always loved looking out this window." Selena says smiling. We sat there for a while in a comfortable silence.

"I should probably make breakfast." I said standing up and getting the ingredients for pancakes.

"I'll help you." Selena says joining me. we cooked for about an hour before we finished. When we finished I walked upstairs to wake up Bentley and Alex. If I didn't wake them up now they'd probably sleep in until two so I figured it'd be better to wake them up.

"Ben, you got to wake up. There's pancakes downstairs." I said rubbing his shoulder. He yawned and sat up.

"Can you hand me my crutches?" He asks. I handed him his crutches and made sure he got to the stairs okay.

I walked back towards Alex. She was definitely going to be harder to wake her up.

"Alex. Al, wake up girlie." I said as she groaned and rolled over, "Alex, please don't make this harder than it needs to be. We made pancakes!"

She perks up at the mention of food and slowly sits up. I help her out of bed and let her use me as a crutch. I carried her down the stairs and helped her walk the rest. She sat down next to Bentley and Selena and I went to fill their plates.

"Butter and syrup?" I asked the two who both nodded. We filled their plates and set them down in front if them before grabbing our own plates.

"What do you guys want to do today?" Selena asked them.

"Watch Law and Order." Alex says

"Play madden." Selena and I both chuckle.

"I'm going to go to the store today. Do you guys need anything?" I asked before grabbing my car keys. They all said no so I walked out to my car and drove to the store.

I parked the car and walked in.

"Taylor! I heard what happened, I'm so sorry. How are you and the kids doing?" Jenny Benson, Alex's best friend Sam's mom, said approaching me.

"Thank you and Bentleys doing alright, he has crutches, but other than that he's alright. Alex has to use either a wheelchair or crutches almost all the time, but she's a fighter she'll be okay." I said smiling slightly at her.

"You guys are strong. You'll get through. Sam can't wait to see Alex again. She misses her like crazy."

"Alex misses her too. She's been texting her non-stop. Sam's a really nice girl. She's always there for Alex."

"Same with Alex. Anyways I have to go before the kids burn down the house. Tell everyone I say hi and to feel better. I'm sorry again Taylor." We hugged before she went to checkout.

I finished shopping, checked out, and put all the groceries in my car. I sat in the drivers seat and cried. I sobbed. I hated this. I hated having to put on a face. I hated not having Harry here.

I just want this nightmare to end.

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A.N.
Sorry it's so short! I hope you like it!