singing me to sleep. (Alex gaskarth fanfiction.)

chapter 3 - fireworks and broken hearts

I was in the middle of the field when I heard him running out after me. I didn't need to see him, I just knew, "Why do you even try alex? Honestly? I don't want to talk to you, see you, or be in the same room with you. So just LEAVE." 

The running just continued to get closer and closer, and then i was grabbed by my arm, "Scar! Please! Just give me a minute! Just let me walk you home! Its getting late anyways! Please scarlett.."

I wanted to say no. I wanted to with everything in my being. But I couldn't, As much as Alex pissed me off, He still had my heart wrapped around his finger. "Ugh..." I threw the bag at him and kept walking.

"Yes! Thanks scar, I just..I missed you so-"

"Don't even say it, I will take the bag back and walk home by my self. If you missed me , you would've come back . You wouldn't of gone on without at least fucking calling. ONCE. So don't you dare say you missed me." I looked at him hoping he wouldnt see the tears in my eyes.

I couldn't keep them in, and one tear fell down my cheek. He tried to wipe it away with his thumb, "Scar..."

"Please, if we're gonna walk together, I want it to be in silence." And he stayed quiet after that. We walked back to my little place in silence.

It was only when I was about to close my door with him standing on my porch that he finally said, "I'll make you love me again scar. If i have to stand out here for months. I will. The guys dont event know where im at. So we could stay here for a long time. " 

The tears came back again. I didn't even have the will power to shut the door. I just sat there, behind my couch, Crying my eyes out because of how much i still loved him, "You wrote songs about your heart being broken, You wrote Jasey Rae AFTER ME! Did you really think I wouldn't know? Come on Alex! You were broken hearted ! I was fucking broken hearted! I was in love with you! I thought we were gonna be the couple that ended up getting married Alex. Thats how much I loved YOU. But you left me. And i don't want to forgive you anymore."

Instead of a door closing, or footsteps walking away, I heard nothing. But, I felt myself being picked up and carried through my house. He opened every door until he found the one that had my bed in it. He laid me down, and just sat there on the edge of my queen size bed. My shirt had ridden up, I heard him gasp as he saw it. "So..is that from the...accident?"

I chuckled, "Yes, Thats the scar from everything. Why are you still here Alex?" I mean honestly, The last time i broke down crying in front of him he just up and left. What's the difference today? 

"Because of this scar," I felt lips on mine. And for a moment i did nothing, and then...I kissed back. Oh my God. This felt so g- NO Scarlett. No no no! I tried to push him off but i couldn't do it. I just, I felt so complete again. My heart felt like he hadn't broken it the first time. He finally pulled away, just as breathless as i was. "Scar, that felt like...wow." I just nodded my head. He climbed over beside me, Looking at me while i started to fall asleep. I felt his finger on my stomache, Tracing over my scar.

Eventually, I turned so i was facing him, and felt his arms go around my waist, "Im sorrry." it came out a whisper. He just hushed me. I couldn't really say anything , I didn't wanna say anything. I didn't want to ruin this. I didn't want him to leave just yet. And with that, i fell asleep in Alex gaskarths arms.

*****

I woke up in my bed, and yes I was alone. Of course, he couldn't of just stayed. He had to leave before someone found out he had stayed with the broken girl. Typical fucking Alex. I rolled over to stretch but saw a sleeping Alex in my lazyboy by the door. Oh, well...better than him not being here at all. I got up and walked to my bathroom. I started my shower and quickly stripped. I was looking at reflection again when i realized i had an audience, "ALEX! Go back to bed.!" 

"after that sight, i don't wanna  go back to bed." I gabbed the closest towel and wrapped it around my self, "Scar, c'mon. Its not like i havent seen ya naked before. Scar or no scar on your stomache, youre beautiful. Nothing will change my mind about that."

"Just let me shower, and then We'll talk. Alright?" He smiled and nodded his head before sitting on the toilet seat. "what are you doing?"

"I'm sitting here while I let you shower!"

he laughed at himself while i just rolled my eyes. I got in my shower and waashed myself. Thinking about last night, maybe we could try to fix things.. I stepped out of the shower and tried walking to my bedroom, but was grabbed from behind by Alex. "Let me go! " I giggled.

"Nope, not until i get one more kiss." I rolled my eyes and shook my head, "Then i guess you aren't going to get dressed. And lets remember, I know your body better than anyone Scar."  Damnit. Oh well, one kiss won't hurt will it? Naah. I closed my eyes and leaned in closer, I felt his lips on mine again , and i swear. These fireworks are gonna kill me.