singing me to sleep. (Alex gaskarth fanfiction.)

chapter 5- Might as well make the best of what we have!

I woke up in my bed, still wrapped in Jacks arms. I looked up to see him, awake, and staring at the ceiling, "Jack? Is everything...okay?"

"Yeah Scar, everythings perfect. Why do you ask my beaaaauut!?" Of course everything is okay Jack. You can never be unhappy.

I sighed, "Nothing, just wondering is all." He simply nodded his head. I readjusted myself so that my nose was touching his cheek and I was literally, an inch from his face.

"Scar what are you doing?" I didn't answer. He moved his head away from me and turned to look in my direction. I looked from his eyes to his lips to his eyes again. He started moving closer towards me, YES! Our lips had just barely brushed when my door bell went off. Jack groaned in protest, "Damn whoever that is..."

"Coming! And whats that supposed to mean sir?" I smirked at him and jumped off my bed heading for my door.

Before i made it to the couch in the livingroom he had put his arms around my waist pulling me back towards him, "You know exactly what it means, beautiful." Oh my. I just let it go and laughed as we walked like that to the door. We were laughing when I opened the door so I hadn't had a chaance to see who it was. I looked up to see not a person, but flowers. The were all types of reddish-orange flowers. You know, since my names scarlett and all? Ill just stop talking. Jack let go of me to pick up the flowers. There was a medium sized envalope that i grabbed before he had a chance to. I tore it open and read the words printed neatly in black font, 

'Don't forget, we've got unfinished business,

stories yet to unfold, 

tales that must be retold

and I regret not knowing when to put an end to all this madness,

keeps me wanting, 

keeps me wanting more...

I know i messed up Scar, but please. Let me make it up to you. I've gotta see that beautiful face before my heart completely shatters. 

~Alex .'

Are you serious? He just isn't gonna give up. I didn't realize Jack had been reading the card over my shoulder until I heard him slam the flowers on the counter and slam my bedroom door shut. I sighed, Threw the card in the trash, and walked to the bedroom. I knocked , even though I shouldn't have to. It is MY house , "Jack, please let m-"

The door flew open, and there stood a really pissed off Jack, "If your gonna go be with him, then please just do it."

My jaw fell to the floor, "I'm not going to see him you dumbass. I'm staying here with you." 

Now it was his turn to let his jaw drop, "Really?" I nodded my head and did the only logical thing to do. I put my arms around his neck, and leaned in to kiss him. But, Jack decided to let our forheads touch instead of our lips, "I don't want this to be how our first kiss happens Scar.  I want it to be special. I want it to be at home!"

"Jack, I can't just up and leave! My sister is here, along with the rest of my family!" 

He smiled at me, rubbing my cheek with his thumb, "What if we went for the weekend, just the two of us. It'll be special. We havent really spent time together like we used to since right before we first got signed." 

I nodded my head and hugged him, happy to know that Jack wouldn't just play with my heart.

Two days laaater**

Jack told the guys me and him were taking a trip to baltimore for the weekend, just to catch up. I remember seeing the look on Alex's face when Jack intertwined our fingers. i simply just put my head on Jack's shoulder while he finished telling everyone our plan. Of course, it wasn't JUST to catch up, but whatever. They didn't need to know about that for a while, if at all. Jack and I had already packed our bags which were in the trunk, and we were currently pulling out of the driveway that belonged to the house the guys had just bought down here. But Jack and I were already having the time of our lives. We were singing and dancing and laughing. It was amazing. Before i knew it we were in my old town, Driving down a random street to get to Jacks house. He parked the car in the driveway and I got out to see if he had truly picked a good home. Holy balls. It was huuuuge. Like, DAMN. I couldn't think anymore because a warm pair of amrs wrapped around my waist. I dropped my bag when i felt his lips on my cheek. My face got red in seconds. I turned around and hid my face in his chest. He lifted my chin with his finger and kissed the tip of my nose before taking both of our bags and unlocking the door to his huge house. I walked in after him and looked around to see what the poor boy had done to this house. Of course, there was really nothing wrong with the  interior, because Jack is a perfectionist about everything. I'm gonna have to ess this place up at least once, just to piss him off. hehehe . I laid on the black leather couch in his living room and closed my eyes, suddenly I was very tired. I felt myself drifting. 

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I woke up in a bed, and it was a very comfy bed at that. But I was alone, I turned over and suddenly felt arms go around me. Wait, this is bare skin to skin contact. i opened my eyes to see jack shirtless and i was only in my bra and some boxers, "Its alright babe, it was boiling last night so i went ahead and made sure you wouldnt have heat stroke." I just groaned before nuzzling into his neck. I suddenly had a very good idea. Time to tease Jack! I softly kissed his neck, then again. i felt his grip on my tightening. I went ahead and bit next. This triggered a gasp. He decided he would try to do the same, and because i was so very "frightened" I ran to the closest room I saw and locked the door behind me . Jack was banging on the door talking about breaking it down. Yeah, sure. hahaha. I looked around and realized this is where he does all of his music related stuff.  I was just about to read his lyrics notebook when i heard the door click open. I turned around just in time to see Jack coming at me at full speed. I ducked and ran into the hallway looking for a different room. but before i could decided i was tackled to the floor by my bestfriend. I looked into his eyes, and something inside me knew, that this was when we needed to kiss. we were both leaning, and the it happened. our lips touched, and it was a good kiss, don't get me wrong. But they weren't like Alex's kisses. I didn't care though, I was so happy nothing could ruin this for me. The kisses following were lustful, not loving. We were now downstairs and yes, we were still in our underwear. We were both to into what we were doing to hear the door open and the footsteps towards us. I stopped when I heard the gasp. I pulled away to see Alex, standing there. with tears in his eyes. He turned around to run. And as always, I went running after him. 

"Alex! Wait! Stop! Please!" He stopped right at the door.

He turned around and gave me a look of pure heartbrokeness, "You know what Scarlett? I dumped Krissy. I came to town just to do it, then I came here to tell you. And that's what i found? Why Scar? Why should i wait?" 

I was at a loss for words. I just stood there, with my jaw dropped . Half naked, broken hearted AGAIN in my bestfriends house. "Exactly Scar, You know what? You get what you want. I'm finally done wasting your time." And with that he walked out the door. I walked to jacks room, put sweats on, came back downstairs , and just stared at jack. 

"Guess I was the only one who didnt feel it?" He chuckled. I started bawling. "Ill talk to him scar. Ill tell him what happened. Its alright. Ill fix it. I promise." I nodded my head. so dissapointed that the love of my life hated me right now. Why? Why am I so stupid. I disgust myself. And after that last thought, i blacked out.