singing me to sleep. (Alex gaskarth fanfiction.)

Chapter 9 - My little carrot....

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~Sandy

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"You're telling me! Being four months pregnant with the figure of a STICK is really hard to over up. I mean Jesus. I wear an extra large in every shirt I own because one, my boobs don't fit in anything else. And two, No one can know about the baby. Because when everyone else finds out bout the baby, Alex finds out about the baby." I looked at my tummy as my little carrot kicked inside of me. 

Jack just sighed and ran his hands through his hair, "Scar, you aren't gonna be able to hide this much longer you know. I really don't believe you two should be together, but still. "

"Jack, This baby doesn't need a daddy who doesn't care god damn it. He's done enough physical and emotional damage to me, the barely grown woman. Think about the problems he could cause the baby. Stress, anxiety, depression; I just don't wanna take a risk. And if we get back together now, It would hurt the baby even more than it would once its born. Stress on me is stress to the baby. and I wont let him ruin this child's future." I had tears brimming my eyes, but didn't let one fall. I refused to cry anymore over him. Jack just nodded his head and we went back down stairs and watched more movies while i cuddled into my bestfriends side like old times. 

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I looked over at jack in the doctors office as he looked like he was about to explode. Today we were finding out if my little carrot was a boy or a girl. Needless to say, I was very excited. The reason we called the baby carrot, was due to the fact that ever since I had become pregnant, I had a CONSTANT craving for carrots, which I usually hated with all my being. But anyways, Jack came with me to almost every doctors appointment he could. The boys always asked where he was going and he would tell them, "Scarlett's got a doctors thing. I'll be back in an hour." I eventually just decided to sell my little shack in Virginia and moved in with my skunk headed bestfriend. We were together almost every week anyways. It just saved money wasted on gas. 

The doctor called us in and we walked back to the ultrasound room where I laid on my back and had the freezing cold blue gooey stuff put on my belly. Jack held my hand the entire time while the tech smiled at me, "it looks like a healthy baby boy! Congratulations!" She left me to clean myself off and leave. 

"Jack, Im having a boy. My little carrot is a boy." The smile was plastered all across my face. 

Jack laughed and rubbed my belly as we started to walked out of the office, "I know scar! Now I can make him just like his Uncle Jack !" 

"Oh no no no no. My baby will not be a skunk!" By now we were laughing so hard we had tears in our eyes. I wasn't watching where I was going and walked right into somebody. "Oh I am so sorry. I wasn't watching- Alex?" 

He didn't reply, he just looked from my face to my now exposed belly, "What the....Jack you son of a bitch! I knew you two were having sex I knew it !" He instantly ran towards Jack and started punching. Of course my best friend wasn't just gonna let Alex beat the shit out of him. So he punched back. 

"Alex! Alex the baby is yours ! ALEX!" He stopped punching and looked at me. He stood up and walked to there I was sitting from where I got knocked over and just looked at me like I'd grown two heads.

His face got paler, and he looked like he was about to cry quite honestly, "Scar, why...why didnt you tell me?" 

"The doctors told me stress was bad for the baby. And us, we are just ... stress. I'm not gonna hurt this baby like you hurt me Alex. I just, I couldnt do it. My little boy will be healthy and live a normal life. Not one where his daddy is on tour half the year and recording and writing songs the other half. Do you think that sounds fair for him?" I got up and started walking to the car, Jack wasn't far behind me. 

 Sadly, neither was Alex. "Scar, You honestly can't expect me to just let you have our child and not let me be involved in his life!" 

"You know what Alex? A small part of me doesn't. But we all know that if it wasn't for the baby you really probably wouldnt be giving a shit right now. So dont act like you actually would try to b with the baby and I. You would be there less than half the time. You'd miss Birthday's, Christmas, Halloween. All of it ! And It's not fair to the baby. It's not fair to me either." 

He threw his hands up as I got into the car with Jack. He tried beating on the window but Jack just pulled out of the Parking spot and we drove back to his house.