The Secret Confessions Of A High School Senior

You

I can't apologize enough
For my behavior.
I wasn't the best friend
Or even the best potential girlfriend for you.

I was rude,
Selfish,
A bitch 
And i didn't understand you
Or your job.

Being nine years apart
Makes things a little difficult.
We're so much a like
But so different.

Ever since I met you,
I wanted to be your girlfriend.
I blew my chance with you many times. 
I don't know how 
Or even if I can patch things up
And have you want me again. 

I crave to be
Everything you need
And want.
I want to help you
Through your demons,
Your hurdels,
Fix your broken heart
And start something new,
Exciting and enciting with you. 

But you don't want me
They way I want you.
You may never want me 
Like that again.
So I have to cherish every moment
I get with you
As your friend, then hope
For the best for you.