I Shouldn't But I Do.
I know I shouldn't
But I do.
I can't help but fall for you.
Your words are like blankets on a cold, winter night
Soft, warm and comforting
Call me stupid
Naive
Or silly for feeling this way.
This is who and how I am.
I fall fast and hard
For those I shouldn't be falling for.
My eyes light up when I see your name on my phone
I slowly whisper "babe" when your email comes through.
I know I shouldn't feel this way
But I do.
You can't help who you fall for
Just like you can't help the fact of your height
Or eye color.
Somethings are just
Inevitable.
Possible bound to happen.
Under the circumstances,
I feel guilty
For feeling the way I do.
But who am I to deny my feelings?
2,889 miles between us
But feels like we're a lot closer
Should I back away now
Or
Let life takes its course?
The stars wouldn't have brought us together
For a few simple days
Maybe the stars aligned
For something so much greater
Than both of us.
I shouldn't want this
But I do.
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The Secret Confessions Of A High School Senior
Non-FictionMy life in free-verse poetry. I'm a seventeen year old high school senior, and these are my secrets, confessions, wants, needs and so much more.