The Secret Confessions Of A High School Senior

How We Came To Be.

They say that

We shouldn't fall this fast.

To be catious of who we let into our lives, 

Of who to let into bed,

Or who to tell all your secrets to.

With you, 

I trusted you from day one. 

Fell in love the second my eyes met yours.

I knew from that moment

That I had to be

Yours.

I don't remember much

But I remember

Your touch.

Your words.

Your impact on me.

I remember how we used to spend

Hours on the phone together at night

Then

Hours together during the day.

But that was six years ago

And this is

Now.

We parted ways for six years

And had our own ventures;

But secretly,

I knew that I would 

Always come back to 

You.

It started off as a mere vacation for me.

No cell phone reception;

No internet access;

Miles away from a high way;

Left to our own private devices.

Seculsion.

Dinner is what we went to. 

Late night that didn't last long enough.

One simple message and 

All the memories come flooding

Back into my mind.

All I saw was

Us. 

One message,

one text,

and soon enough we have a night set up.

You're coming to visit!

Excitment.

Anxniousness.

Happiness.

Fear.

So many emotions were swirling around in my heart;

I felt as if I were to vomit.

The day came

For you to visit.

Then the time came for me to pick you up at the station.

You looked so

Perfect.

Just like you did six years ago.

I took you into my arms,

Holding back years worth of emotions that

Burned pure, raw, and unadulterated.

We spent hours at my elementary school

Playground.

Chasing each other, 

Swinning on swings

Story telling,

Laughing

Reminising. 

I could feel us falling

Deeper and deeper in love with

One another.

I felt us growing

Closer

To each other.

I heard about emotions like this before;

But only in books written by best-selling authors

Or in movies where

Someone either dies or

Gets naked. 

I felt this type of love 

Up close

And

Personal.

I can feel it in my 

Fingertips as I itch 

To hold your hand.

I feel it in my lips as they meet yours.

My arms feel this type of love as they

Wrap around you.

My body feels this pure, raw, unadulterated love

When you wrap your arms

Around my small frame.

I feel your love

Meet mine right

In the middle.

I feel our hearts connect

Our souls becoming one.