The Story Of Jariana

Chapter 21: Disappointment

Justin's POV:

I finally reached her room, I stood there, unable to move. How bad will her condition be? Will she be happy to see me? Will she even be awake? Is she dead already? Or is she dying at this very moment? Oh crap! I should be in there for all I know she could be taking her last breath right now.

I finally made myself move and I lunged towards the door and quietly swung open the door and quickly getting inside to see my princesses beautiful face. I moved to the side of the hospital bed and sat on the chair that was placed nearby, I held her hand in mine. I noticed that our hands molded together so perfectly, we were meant to be.

I know that not because how our hands mold to ether perfectly but by the way I think about how my terrible my life has been without her. I would go out under aged drinking, having many one night stands, getting a couple girls pregnant, doing drugs, egging houses, spitting on fans, and going to jail.... Damn, why am I such a fuck up?

Ariana doesn't deserve me.... But I'm too selfish to let her go.