Dying in Vain

idk

I love him
And I still do
But he broke my faith
Which isnt hard to do
You must confess its killing you
But look at me
What can you see?
I'm just a lifeless person who's dead inside
A skeleton
Barely alive
Your so handsome
And I'm the opposite
I don't even see why sometimes you bother
I'm stressed to the full
Yet she's still pressuring me and I'm gonna collapse
With the pressure of the world and his heart in my lap.
His eyes were so cold.
So blue yet so gone.
The last time I saw him I didnt want to move on
The way his long lashes blinked in the light.
Yet he's gone and I'm dying so badly inside.