I love you, my best friend, the one I can go to for help and to get the respect I probably don't even deserve. You care when no one does, you help and you love. Maybe this a goodbye but maybe it isn't. I love you I need you to remember that. I always will love you.
In a year you'll forget I'm gone, because I'm not really something to be dwelled on. I understand how hard this is for you to read right now because you're probably thinking 'why?' And 'how did she have the strength to do that to herself?' Because of my pain and depression. You didnt notice. Rin didnt notice. Nor did Sarah, oluchi or Ciara. Only julie knew. I love you kacey. I love you a lot. Once I'm gone read this and know how much you meant to me. You're amazing. One of the best people I've ever met, ever known. I cant quit everything right now but I wish I could and you probably dont understand why. It's not easy to explain or talk about. Just remember the smiles, the calls and the games, the laughs and the pictures, the edits. All of it. The love.
