Thank you. You understand when others dont. You know the pain you know what I'm going through. You helped me so much. I love you a lot I cant explain it in words. None of these will be long because I want to leave soon or I dont have any ideas because of how blank my mind is. It hurts. To write my goodbyes. Not knowing if I'll ever use them. Will I?probably. I want to. It wont save me from anything. Death doesnt save you it's not worth it. But I'm still here regretting it all. Wanting to leave the world.
