Sarah, my baby. We all know rav and you are two of the best things that have ever happened to me and I dont know where I would be without you. You've been there. You've done it all. I wish I didnt have to do this. You were there when he broke me so much that I hated myself. I love you and its unexplainable how much I do. I want to stay but I'm not happy. Remember the happy me. The one that smiled and laughed at all the jokes. The one that enjoyed life because she felt she had meaning. She thought she knew but didnt.