After Requiem » Delirium

Chapter 11 (Julian)

I am stunned. Completely amazed by this mysterious Hana's mysteriously enchanting voice. I knew that her voice is good but now I know she is the most beautiful creature with the most beautiful voice. She is utterly flawless. Her smooth skin, her smooth lips which I really, really want to kiss, her enchanting voice, her long and wavy blond hair. Everything about her. I want to kiss her, steal her breathe away, see her blushing cutely.

Since I have heard her voice my heart won't slow down. I have never felt this way with Lena or anyone, the way I am feeling with Hana.

I am not able to suppress the smile that has crept its way on my face.

Hana is blushing since I have complemented her singing and she is looking so cute may I say.

I think telling her my name is no harm or rather I want to hear her say my name in her musical voice.

"Umm... and Hana" I say, not very sure why I am telling her my name.

"Yes?"

"My name's Julian."

She looks shocked. For a moment, so am I. But then I know I did the right thing when I hear her whisper my name, softly and in a voice so sweet that can intoxicate me. It requires every ounce of my energy from not grabbing her by her waist and kissing her sweet, soft lips.

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I know she must be hungry. And even my stomach is growling.

"I'm going to hunt," I say. "I'll be back before it's dark."

"I'm not staying here alone."

"You make too much noise while walking."

"Well, I'm not staying. You can't leave me here alone. Last time also you left me alone. And I'll be quiet."

"Not quiet enough. Look, we need to eat and I can't hunt with you skittering all over the place."

"I saw some berries back there. We passed a bush with berries."

"Just stay here," I say, trying to keep my voice soft. "Rest your feet."

"Are you scared?" I ask mischievously.

"No I am not" she snaps, her face growing red. I will have a little fun with her.

"You are"

"I am not"

"You are scared"

"Are you deaf or something? I said, I. Am. Not. Scared".

"Oh really?" I say stepping forward and grabbing her by her waist.

"I...I am no..." before she can say anything I gently brush my lips against her cheeks and her breathe hitches. Her cheeks are so soft. I gently put my hand on her cheek and stroke her cheek with my thumb. She is so beautiful. I can no longer hold back. I press my lips hungrily against hers. My heart accelerating. She wraps her arms around my neck and I pull her closer and closer until there's no gap left between us. We pull back to catch our breathe

There isn't enough skin, enough spit, enough time, for the lost years that our lips are trying to make up for as they find each other again. We kiss with even greater hunger. The electric current switches to high. Our kiss becomes even more passionate. I realize Hana is kissing me with the same hunger.

We pull back which seems like after eternity. I never felt this way before, not even with Lena.

Now I am sure she is not cured but still she shows some signs of being a cured. Is there a chance that her procedure was done somewhat wrongly? Maybe she is a half cured. But right now I can't think clearly. I am completely intoxicated by her.

"This was my first kiss. My first real kiss" she says pressing her forehead softly against mine.

"Felt like the first one for me too" I say. And I know that, that's the truth. All the kisses I had with Lena meant nothing. They were nothing compared to this one.

I have to hunt something for us even though I am not willing to leave yet but I have to.

"Okay, so I will go hunt something for us" I say reluctantly pulling back.

"What? Oh...Okay,"

"I will try to back soon" I say.

"I know you will,"

At that time, I am perfectly sure I like her. I definitely do. And I also know that, Hana and I have no endings. We just have more beginnings.