After Requiem » Delirium

Chapter 12 (Hana)

'Stay strong. Even when it feels like everything is falling apart.'

"This is all your fault!"

"No! Its not!"

Even after our little episode of 'display of affection', when we had both thought, we were at good terms, we started screwing everything up. Our arguments are well...never ending. Even though we argue quite often, I know we both care for each other. But I'm not ready to let our argument drop so easily. Its really fun.

"You dork! If you didn't know the way to get the hell out of here, why did you act like you knew the way? As if you have all the forest memorized. Its your fault that we are lost!"

"Oh really? If you think you know the way out, find your own way."

"So now that we are lost you turn your back on me?"

He finally sighs and gives in,"Look Hana, I'm sorry for whatever has happened. But I promise we will find our way out."

His calm tone gives me some hope. I like him. I really do, but I just don't want to hurt him what if I am a cured and what if I hurt him?

My head hurts so much, even thinking makes my head hurt so much. I finally stop thinking, and grab his hand, his touch sending fire in my whole body. I feel strange tingling sensations but it feels too good. Is this what the so-called-pain is?

Okay. Stop thinking so much, dumbo.

"Fine. But how are we supposed to find our way out?"

He groans, "Why are you so negative? Okay, leave it. I don't want to argue anymore. I'm already tired". I smirk. But he is really entertaining at times.

"Let's go then!" I say enthusiastically and unsurprisingly enough my enthusiasm makes him whine like a child, "You are so weird!"

I feel a bit bad about him. He is the one who goes to hunt and I'm the one who rests at that time. He might be tired. But hey! So am I. And he shouln't have pretended as if he knew the whole forest.

Nevertheless, he brings me a strange kind of pain, which feels strangely pleasant whenever he touches me. Pain of Deliria Amour Nervosa.

I pull him close to me and press my lips to his. He is a bit surprised but gives in. He puts his hand on the small of my back and pulls me closer against him, until there is no space left between us. My heart is beating so hard. His tongue dances against mine. The burning passion soared and already we were trying to crush each other's mouth. This is so amazing...

God! He kisses like there is no tomorrow! I like him. I really do. Maybe my procedure was failed. I can feel the symptoms of Deliria. I really can.